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Onlyborrowedtime
Realising the golden age never existed
- Feb 11, 2020
- 100
This phrase has been repeatedly to me over and over again. I think people use it incorrectly. It's meant in to reassure you that things will get better regardless of you situation.
I have found my light at the end and it's the headlights from a train of self destruction. Everytime I pick myself up and start to carry myself forward, delusionally towards the light, praying it's something different, the train comes back and knocks me down again. I'm tired of picking myself back up, I'm tired of walking towards the light. When I look at the people around me I feel it's obvious their trains must of been redirected down my track.
I think it's time to backtrack into the darkness and leave the tunnel the way I came in.
I have found my light at the end and it's the headlights from a train of self destruction. Everytime I pick myself up and start to carry myself forward, delusionally towards the light, praying it's something different, the train comes back and knocks me down again. I'm tired of picking myself back up, I'm tired of walking towards the light. When I look at the people around me I feel it's obvious their trains must of been redirected down my track.
I think it's time to backtrack into the darkness and leave the tunnel the way I came in.