So it's been a particularly emotional night for me, talked myself back from using my SN at home tomorrow.
My SN protocol seems pretty solid, but you can never be too careful, so a Plan B would be a good idea. For me, that would be partial suspension.
I have found threads on the 'how', but now I'm needing to consider the tool. At the moment my main thoughts are one of my belts, or a tie. I could probably buy actual rope, but if anyone in my family or friends were to find something like that, it'd be near impossible to explain it away. My mum won't even let me have a box of OTC sleeping tablets in my room, so a bundle of rope is hardly going to go unnoticed these days! So if alternatives are possible that would be preferred. If not belt or tie, anything I could easily purchase on the high street. The day before I CTB I'll be going into town to buy scales and a measuring jug for the SN, so I'll have the opportunity to pick up something for this plan b, too.
Thanks for any advice, you beauties!
My SN protocol seems pretty solid, but you can never be too careful, so a Plan B would be a good idea. For me, that would be partial suspension.
I have found threads on the 'how', but now I'm needing to consider the tool. At the moment my main thoughts are one of my belts, or a tie. I could probably buy actual rope, but if anyone in my family or friends were to find something like that, it'd be near impossible to explain it away. My mum won't even let me have a box of OTC sleeping tablets in my room, so a bundle of rope is hardly going to go unnoticed these days! So if alternatives are possible that would be preferred. If not belt or tie, anything I could easily purchase on the high street. The day before I CTB I'll be going into town to buy scales and a measuring jug for the SN, so I'll have the opportunity to pick up something for this plan b, too.
Thanks for any advice, you beauties!
