Suicat
Part human, part cat.
- Oct 1, 2018
- 81
I previously posted about finding the dizziness too much to stand (whilst sat on the floor - hiding from staff as I'm still on the psych ward), it felt like the exaggerated dizziness in dreams, I would panic and loosen the tourniquet/move my head for some kind of relief, but obviously it wouldn't work after that.
I'm thinking if I do it in bed (if my positioning of my neck is right), do you think that would make the dizziness easier to deal with? I know that the only way I would know, would be by putting it into practice but I guess I'd like some reassurance or "tips and tricks".
I thought I'd probably feel more comfortable in bed and more able to ctb in peace. I'm so sick of this life. I know when I get out, I'm going to try and contact 'Patrick' for N if I don't die here. I just wish to be free from all of this, all of myself.
I get that this question seems stupid... But so any of you have a different way of not feeling overwhelmed by dizziness? (In practice runs of course, otherwise, I'd assume you'd be dead.)
I'm thinking if I do it in bed (if my positioning of my neck is right), do you think that would make the dizziness easier to deal with? I know that the only way I would know, would be by putting it into practice but I guess I'd like some reassurance or "tips and tricks".
I thought I'd probably feel more comfortable in bed and more able to ctb in peace. I'm so sick of this life. I know when I get out, I'm going to try and contact 'Patrick' for N if I don't die here. I just wish to be free from all of this, all of myself.
I get that this question seems stupid... But so any of you have a different way of not feeling overwhelmed by dizziness? (In practice runs of course, otherwise, I'd assume you'd be dead.)
