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Venting Life simply isn't going the way I'd like

WallTermite

WallTermite

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Aug 16, 2025
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I'm losing motivation by the day, and I'm not getting younger either. I wish I was smarter, lived in a different country, and didn't deal with anxiety and suicidal thoughts any time something minuscule happens.

Life is just shit when you can't even "self-improve" because you know that won't lead anywhere. I appreciate my family helping me, but I also despise them for bringing me here. I wish I could live alone so I could finally ctb. This is just prison with extra steps.

If there was a switch to insta-kill me I would press it a million times over. Life is so stupid.
 
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