Venting Life really sucks

[kolski]

Just need to vent, feel free to ignore me like everyone else does.

So I was supposed to be going to this party tonight, not really my thing, but this person invited me to go along. I agreed to go. And then they don't even bother texting me to meet and go to this stupid thing. I've been waiting hours now but nothing. Just totally ignored and forgotten about. It just feels real shitty, because it feels like whenever I try to do normal things, I get blanked like this. Double shitty coz I thought this person was a good friend of mine and obviously I don't mean shit to them yay

I honestly don't know why I even bother trying to be happy when I'm clearly not worth anyone's time.

Damn I really wish I could ctb right now.

 

[jake3d]

If you knew where it was at you should've gone on your own and kicked their butt once you met them there.

 

[kolski]

If you knew where it was at you should've gone on your own and kicked their butt once you met them there.

Maybe I should have. Wouldn't change the fact that their a self centred c*** though

 

[Oblivion Lover]

Ugh, I hate when people do that. If you're clearly not interested in having someone in your event, party, etc. Then why getting his/her hopes up and invite that person? That is so mean... Was that person a friend of yours or something?

 

[Severen]

Just need to vent, feel free to ignore me like everyone else does.

So I was supposed to be going to this party tonight, not really my thing, but this person invited me to go along. I agreed to go. And then they don't even bother texting me to meet and go to this stupid thing. I've been waiting hours now but nothing. Just totally ignored and forgotten about. It just feels real shitty, because it feels like whenever I try to do normal things, I get blanked like this. Double shitty coz I thought this person was a good friend of mine and obviously I don't mean shit to them yay

I honestly don't know why I even bother trying to be happy when I'm clearly not worth anyone's time.

Damn I really wish I could ctb right now.

Just because some people are pretending to be your friends doesn't mean you aren't worth anyone's time. It takes time to find real friends. You have to keep searching.

 

[kolski]

Ugh, I hate when people do that. If you're clearly not interested in having someone in your event, party, etc. Then why getting his/her hopes up and invite that person? That is so mean... Was that person a friend of yours or something?

They are/were?? Idk.. I've known them for nearly 2 years. I honestly don't why they've totally blanked me.. yh withve been through a rough patch, but like, I was talking to them 2 hours before we were supposed to go to this party.. we work together so I was helping them out on their shift after my shift was finished too. I get they may have been busy or something but just a 2 second text would have been better then nothing.

Just because some people are pretending to be your friends doesn't mean you aren't worth anyone's time. It takes time to find real friends. You have to keep searching.

Thanks. I know your right, its just I thought they were a real friend y'know.
News update anyone? Just found out they were hanging with my abusive ex as well