Whitewash11235814

Whitewash11235814

Experienced
Oct 21, 2019
207
My life is literally a nightmare. it's a blow to my heart every second I'm alive. I'm fed up of this shenanigans. It's torture in and out in and out...it's literally the worst I've ever felt...LIFE IS IN FACT A JOKE. IT'S A JOKE ON US, HUMANS....AND IT'S A BAD BAD BAD BAD JOKE.
 
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Bruces

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May 11, 2020
389
I agree
 
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Alucard

Alucard

Wizard
Feb 8, 2019
606
Life is a nightmare for all lucid humans.
 
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DeadButDreaming

DeadButDreaming

Specialist
Jun 16, 2020
362
Life is a traumatic experience. The only reason people preserve is because they have high hopes for the future, but very few of these will be fulfilled.
 
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bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
I think the only reason most people go on living is "hope" things will get better. But I can honestly say my life has had far more bad times than good. I try not to think about my life too much. Just "hope" to be gone soon.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
I'm convinced that the phrase "life is a gift" was coined by wealthy aristocrats as a mantra for "ordinary" people to keep them content with their pitiful existence.
 
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Johny89

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May 13, 2020
26
Self-awareness can only exist from an evolutionary point if it comes together with the ability to deny death. Unfortunately some are woken up to the reality and become unable to deny death and thus depressed.
Hope is denying death, as is religion, excessive materialism (distraction), etc.
 
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bigdog

Arcanist
Jul 12, 2020
434
Life can be beautiful but unfortunately for some people it is completely ridiculous torture
Complete scam
 
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GonnaGoBye

GonnaGoBye

Will die soon
Jun 30, 2020
109
Life is a fucked up game.
 
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bigdog

Arcanist
Jul 12, 2020
434
I mean is is completely unbelievable bullshit
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
I get you, life is really scary and the uncertainty makes it unbearable. It really is hard to deal with.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Yes. Life is a joke if you are not mentally robust to want to continue living till old age and doing something / anything meaningful along the way.

I know my life is a joke because I have inadequate mental robustness for any kind of personal / professional interests and capabilities. Essentially, I am always mentally dependent on needing a safe, comforting space to stay away from the problems of real life. This doesn't mean I am always like this. I have had my moments, days, weeks, months even.

But my mind has never been strong enough to keep me going for years at a time like others do. I experience extreme mental fatigue and complete disorientation because my mind is internally not capable of handling the tougher aspects of life : sticking to a job, having healthy relationships, having healthy hobbies etc.

It's partly by being dependent on my parents' house that I have survived so far.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
I agree. I must be too weak to handle life. I meet other people and hear of the difficulties they've experienced and I think, "How the hell have you not killed yourself yet? What are you holding on to?" I could never have survived what they've been through. Why am I so weak? Why is life so difficult for me?
 
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GKU

Member
Jul 22, 2020
16
It's so terrifying to just try to exist in this world for me.
 
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bigdog

Arcanist
Jul 12, 2020
434
I wish someone would just finish me
 
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bea1974

Specialist
Aug 7, 2019
331
This is why I'm so grateful for this site. There is a way out, for me. Thank feck.
 
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geogaddi

geogaddi

Member
May 30, 2020
24
It always depresses me seeing parents and kids tv shows portray life as some happy utopia where everything works out for the best and everyone is valued and loved equally etc, when the reality of life for most people is tedium, dissatisfaction, loneliness and at worst trauma and despair. The transient state of mind we call calm and contentedness is just an absence of worry and anxiety rather than a positively happy experience, for me at least. I enjoyed this video/discussion today re optimism bias, apologies if sharing videos is frowned upon here. www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJGswDlWFYM
 
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Zappfe lover

Zappfe lover

Experienced
Jun 24, 2020
224
Self-awareness can only exist from an evolutionary point if it comes together with the ability to deny death. Unfortunately some are woken up to the reality and become unable to deny death and thus depressed.
Hope is denying death, as is religion, excessive materialism (distraction), etc.
Zapffe's "The last Messiah" explains that really well
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,715
I agree with the sentiments and life isn't a pleasant experience most of the time. At best, it seems mundane for the most part, at worst, it's a living hell of endless torment (until something ends it whether it be by natural causes or other forces out there). There may be slivers of pleasurable moments, but they are fleeting.
 
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