Venting Life is so horrible

[7thundercloud]

Is it not funny how I either fail college and work a 9-5 job for the rest of my life struggling, or graduate college and work a 9-5 job for the rest of my life and still struggle with debt. People claim this is the best society to live in today, but suicide is in the top 3 for leading causes of death for all age groups. This life is horrible and I don't want to live this way. I wish I was never born.

 

[floaxed]

You and me both dude

 

[Octavia]

Yay capitalism…

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I feel the same.

 

[leavingsoon99]

Is it not funny how I either fail college and work a 9-5 job for the rest of my life struggling, or graduate college and work a 9-5 job for the rest of my life and still struggle with debt. People claim this is the best society to live in today, but suicide is in the top 3 for leading causes of death for all age groups. This life is horrible and I don't want to live this way. I wish I was never born.

You share my exact thoughts about "the precious gift". I wish I was never born. My mother was encouraged by her family not to have me. I wish she would've listened to them. This life is nothing short of hell. Debt, illness, undrinkable water, polluted air, inedible food, and HUMANS. Whatever created this needs its ass thoroughly KICKED.

 

[Untimely]

Is it not funny how I either fail college and work a 9-5 job for the rest of my life struggling, or graduate college and work a 9-5 job for the rest of my life and still struggle with debt. People claim this is the best society to live in today, but suicide is in the top 3 for leading causes of death for all age groups. This life is horrible and I don't want to live this way. I wish I was never born.

I understand you totally. I feel like i have nothing to live for

 

[endless_pain]

Is it not funny how I either fail college and work a 9-5 job for the rest of my life struggling, or graduate college and work a 9-5 job for the rest of my life and still struggle with debt. People claim this is the best society to live in today, but suicide is in the top 3 for leading causes of death for all age groups. This life is horrible and I don't want to live this way. I wish I was never born.

Yeah I think the same, at the end you struggle being stuck in this cycle and very few people stay out of the illusion of modern society, where freedom is non existent for most people.

 

[Uncensored]

Bound by rules the moment you take your first breath. yay. I get to sign a contract I never read, and I'm not able to get out without significant suffering first.

 

[SilentSadness]

I agree that life is a devastating and horrific process where most people are so delusional and selfish that they can only be viewed as enemies. There is very little good about it and it cannot possibly be "a gift". The people who say that are just dealing with their own problems and trying to deny they exist, because it's easier to be ignorant than to solve anything. Anyone who says we should be grateful is generally to be avoided at all costs. I hope you find a way out of this mess you're in.

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree that existing certainly is so horrible, it's such a punishment to have the ability to exist here. Such a thing as worthless and futile as existing could never be worth enduring to me, I see wanting suicide as being a perfectly logical response to existing here, as anyway life leads to nothing and nowhere other than us decaying from age anyway. As humans we are only destined to suffer, there is too much suffering in existence, I so wish I was never born as well, it would be so incredibly ideal to be completely unaware of the hell that is existing.