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Life is a cruel joke
- Oct 24, 2021
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Everything is confusing and illusionary in this world and existence. Miseries,pain, hypocrisies,hope,passion, truth,empathy, genocide etc are all intertwined into existence right from the very start. No wonder humans cling onto false beliefs and religions so much, even when faced with truths about the reality.
Sometimes I feel that hoping that death will be the end and that all of it was just a meaningless random event, is also some sort of psychological defense mechanism and delusion I use to ease the pain inside me. Even dying isn't easy.
It just gets worse and worse. Can never understand rationally why I was born and who the hell am I.
Just wish I had some death button I could press and leave from here forever through my complete annihilation.
Sorry for venting.
Sometimes I feel that hoping that death will be the end and that all of it was just a meaningless random event, is also some sort of psychological defense mechanism and delusion I use to ease the pain inside me. Even dying isn't easy.
It just gets worse and worse. Can never understand rationally why I was born and who the hell am I.
Just wish I had some death button I could press and leave from here forever through my complete annihilation.
Sorry for venting.