Sockeye Salmon
Student
- Mar 28, 2018
- 118
Life is so empty and everyday is painful. It's not worth living. Nowhere in the past few years has there been a moment where I'm glad I'm alive to go through.
I'm trying to just live a normal life, but life isn't allowing me.
All I do is simply sleep and eat, nothing else.
I can't find a job. My ADHD, severe anxiety, depression, autism, is making it hard for me to find a job
It's making it hard for me to just function like a normal person. Everyday is a struggle.
It's so painful that my own brain is working against me.
I can't enjoy hobbies or anything. Without a job I don't have money for them anyway.
I have no friends, no real genuine connections, and I'll never have one.
No one to talk to when everything is falling apart. Nobody to help.
Everywhere I see people are out there having jobs, making and meeting with friends, doing activities, engaging in hobbies. Having a life that actually has meaning and color.
And I can't have it. My life is so empty and colorless.
It's painful to live through.
I keep wishing that I can have a joyful life after death, or that at the very least, I won't have to feel anything so I won't have to feel this pain any longer.
Life is so empty.
I hope it can end soon.
I'm trying to just live a normal life, but life isn't allowing me.
All I do is simply sleep and eat, nothing else.
I can't find a job. My ADHD, severe anxiety, depression, autism, is making it hard for me to find a job
It's making it hard for me to just function like a normal person. Everyday is a struggle.
It's so painful that my own brain is working against me.
I can't enjoy hobbies or anything. Without a job I don't have money for them anyway.
I have no friends, no real genuine connections, and I'll never have one.
No one to talk to when everything is falling apart. Nobody to help.
Everywhere I see people are out there having jobs, making and meeting with friends, doing activities, engaging in hobbies. Having a life that actually has meaning and color.
And I can't have it. My life is so empty and colorless.
It's painful to live through.
I keep wishing that I can have a joyful life after death, or that at the very least, I won't have to feel anything so I won't have to feel this pain any longer.
Life is so empty.
I hope it can end soon.