Venting Life is shit, so why do we do this to ourselves?

[voyager]

I really don't know anymore. Unfortunately, it is time. So, here it is:





It's not what you think, though.

It's a laxative (ya, tmi, I know, sorry), because I'm gonna have a coloscopy tomorrow. Eeek! Just getting rid of one of many polyps. Thought I'd share, and apologise if anyone thinks this is in bad taste (pun intended haha), but I felt a little entitled due to having to down this crap. Bear with me. Why we do this to ourselves I really don't know anymore. Now you know my plans for the evening, what about yours? What sacrifices do you feel you make for another day on this earth?


PS: This goodbye is just for a few days, so, please don't ban.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I really don't know anymore. Unfortunately, it is time. So, here it is:

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It's not what you think, though.

It's a laxative (ya, tmi, I know, sorry), because I'm gonna have a coloscopy tomorrow. Eeek! Just getting rid of one of many polyps. Thought I'd share, and apologise if anyone thinks this is in bad taste (pun intended haha), but I felt a little entitled due to having to down this crap. Bear with me. Why we do this to ourselves I really don't know anymore. Now you know my plans for the evening, what about yours? What sacrifices do you feel you make for another day on this earth?


PS: This goodbye is just for a few days, so, please don't ban.

Been there done that. The t shirt was shit though so I didn't buy it.
Oh the joys of bowel cleansing. I go through it evert night.
Good luck with the procedure.

 

[Jean Améry]

Doesn't seem very appealing to me. Good for you for sticking around for it. I guess life's shit no matter how you look at it .

I often ask myself why I keep living through the days that do no bring me much happiness although not much misery either. At least now, it has been quite different in the past.

The sacrifice I make? Not very significant compared to many others but working every day is exhausting and soul-crushing. I know there are many who do no have a job and are poor and would kill to be in my position but sadly that knowledge does not do much to alleviate the boredom and being devoid of actual, human feelings. I used to feel a lot: both in the negative and in the positive sense.

I still don't know what's worse: feeling like crap very intensly or this dull, dreary feeling of ennui and utter indifference.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Not gonna lie, you had me in the first half. Good luck with your procedure