life is pathetic

[Darkover]

no one ever cared for me here having someone care for you is one of the most important things here expected to go through life with nobody caring for you
life what an absolute culsterfuck in other words a disastrously mishandled situation
life if you can't keep us safe and well i want no part of it
life supposed to have anything you ever need or wanted this universe isn't anywhere near good enough
who'd ever want to be enslaved in this awful shit is beyond me
there's nothing here worth coming alive for
the bad out weights the good in life i want no part of it
it's always better to of never existed then having to kill and eat each other
what did life ever do for me that was beneficial for me
shitty upbring shithole of city neglected and abused crappy horrible schools
life just makes my blood boil
life is miserably inadequate of very low standards
what i'd do to be nothing for all time
life causes more harm than good
to never exist is the miracle
chances of ever having a life worth living in this place are extremely low
what's a crock of shit life is
we need a far better government one that respect the rights of the individual
this whole system is a load of shit
life and death which one is better than the other death for certain
i would very much like to die tonight in my sleep but i know the chance of that happening are extremely low
just bought alive for no life at all in a place where nobody would ever care for me
having to deal with all the shortcomings of life like how nobody turly cares for anyone
i was just bought alive for a lifetime worth of misery here
i will have my vengeance in this life or the next

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so cruel how we were so harmfully imposed with the ability to exist yet cannot just easily die in peace.
I see existence as causing nothing but harm, in fact all it does is cause suffering and problems that there was never a need for in the first place, it's really understandable just wishing to never wake. In my case I'd always see it as better to be eternally unaware of everything, I only wish for non-existence.