Life is meaningless suffering

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

My health is bad and today everything got much worse. I have inflammation of the gums. I got heart palpitations and it felt like I was going to have a heart attack. I think it was due to the side effect of medication (painkillers). At that moment, all I could do was to lie and suffer or die by suicide. It became too painful to live. In a matter of seconds, I was preparing to die. But it went too fast. I waited a few minutes and the discomfort subsided. At least, now I know how much I have to suffer to dare into the frightening death. But the final step, to dare to do the last thing alone that leads to a painful death process and the unknown, isn´t for cowards. However, even a coward should be able to do a courageous act. I have to try again. I hate that I live in a cruel and stupid world where I can´t get a lethal injection whenever I want. My life is just meaningless suffering. Arthur Schopenhauer was right, life is suffering - and the suffering will continue until death occurs. Even those who are healthy are slaves to the body´s need for food, water and sleep. Those who are young and healthy will grow old and sick if they don´t die before then.

 

[walkingdead2023]

My health is bad and today everything got much worse. I have inflammation of the gums. I got heart palpitations and it felt like I was going to have a heart attack. I think it was due to the side effect of medication (painkillers). At that moment, all I could do was to lie and suffer or die by suicide. It became too painful to live. In a matter of seconds, I was preparing to die. But it went too fast. I waited a few minutes and the discomfort subsided. At least, now I know how much I have to suffer to dare into the frightening death. But the final step, to dare to do the last thing alone that leads to a painful death process and the unknown, isn´t for cowards. However, even a coward should be able to do a courageous act. I have to try again. I hate that I live in a cruel and stupid world where I can´t get a lethal injection whenever I want. My life is just meaningless suffering. Arthur Schopenhauer was right, life is suffering - and the suffering will continue until death occurs. Even those who are healthy are slaves to the body´s need for food, water and sleep. Those who are young and healthy will grow old and sick if they don´t die before then.

I'm so sorry for your pain!

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, it truly is suffering and that's why I'd see it as better to not exist no matter what, only the state of non-existence is desirable to me as it's the absence of all harm and torment. It will always be unacceptable, extreme cruelty how we cannot just have the option to easily free ourselves from this futile existence in peace, to me having access to a method like Nembutal would be such a relief. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[Defenestration]

Yes, it truly is suffering and that's why I'd see it as better to not exist no matter what, only the state of non-existence is desirable to me as it's the absence of all harm and torment. It will always be unacceptable, extreme cruelty how we cannot just have the option to easily free ourselves from this futile existence in peace, to me having access to a method like Nembutal would be such a relief. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

I want a button on/off for life

 

[BorderlineChellery]

My health is bad and today everything got much worse. I have inflammation of the gums. I got heart palpitations and it felt like I was going to have a heart attack. I think it was due to the side effect of medication (painkillers). At that moment, all I could do was to lie and suffer or die by suicide. It became too painful to live. In a matter of seconds, I was preparing to die. But it went too fast. I waited a few minutes and the discomfort subsided. At least, now I know how much I have to suffer to dare into the frightening death. But the final step, to dare to do the last thing alone that leads to a painful death process and the unknown, isn´t for cowards. However, even a coward should be able to do a courageous act. I have to try again. I hate that I live in a cruel and stupid world where I can´t get a lethal injection whenever I want. My life is just meaningless suffering. Arthur Schopenhauer was right, life is suffering - and the suffering will continue until death occurs. Even those who are healthy are slaves to the body´s need for food, water and sleep. Those who are young and healthy will grow old and sick if they don´t die before then.

Sorry to hear that you're suffering. I completely understand what you're saying, I'm 31 with mental health problems, a heart condition and chronic pain. I believe we should have assisted suicide in the UK like other countries do

 

[sserafim]

It really is. There's no need for all this suffering, and yet it still happens. I guess it's because this planet and world is just evil…

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

I dag var jag hos tandläkarens akutmottagning på grund av smärta i tandköttet. Jag fick hjärtklappning och höll på att få hjärtinfarkt igår. En implantatoperation har misslyckats och bakterier har samlats i skruven. Tandläkaren är en invandrare, som vräkte ur sig en massa elakheter. "Du har inte rengjort" skrek hon och fattade inte att döden är ett bättre alternativ än att fortsätta lyssna på hennes elakheter. Det enda problemet på den här planeten är att det finns människor.

 

[Gonnerr]

Im sorry you are suffering. Life is really a bad dream.