MisterOGBongWater
Student
- Aug 30, 2023
- 147
Every single second of my day is filled with either pure joy or pure dread. It's like I get to get lost in the the high of being alive for a few seconds before I'm drug back down to reality and reminded how cold and how analytical everyone really is.
Like, I only matter so long as I create value for myself. And if I can't bring myself to be valuable I am nothing more than dirt to everyone else.
I can't just be me. I can't be valuable by virtue of being purely myself. I am completely worthless without all this pretend on my body.
And the worst part is I can't even blame everyone else because I AM HORRIBLE TO BE AROUND.
Like, I only matter so long as I create value for myself. And if I can't bring myself to be valuable I am nothing more than dirt to everyone else.
I can't just be me. I can't be valuable by virtue of being purely myself. I am completely worthless without all this pretend on my body.
And the worst part is I can't even blame everyone else because I AM HORRIBLE TO BE AROUND.
