Venting Life is a scam

[Liru2002]

It seems that everything the system and other people are offering is just a scam. That was my experience my whole life.
Antidepressants didn't work for me, I tried Sertralin, Escitalopram and Venlafaxin. Even at the highest dose it was just useless.
Sertralin did make me worse and Venlafaxin was hard to get off it.

Therapy from the Psych ward did the same. No real solutions were offered. The only thing they gave me was appointment with a Doctor
who is a specialist with gender Dysphoria. The first session is in November. But I don't think she can solve this with my dysphoria either.
I'm trying DIY HRT since 6 months it helped a bit mentally and physically but it isn't a magic pill that solves my dysphoria. It can't change my
voice, it can't change my past that i was born male. I want to get rid off my Penis but the SRS doesn't seem to be a solution either. Technically it's
just a big wound that needs to be dilated forever. The process seems very painful and I'm not sure if it would help me either. When I need to shave my mind triggers
me with this phrase: What girl needs to shave? Which causes a lot of dysphoria. The same phrase could be applied to dilation.

Everything that they offered me now don't seem to solve my problems. Because there are not solvable. That does make me and other people with similar problems to the perfect customer until we die. which won't let that happen.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

When I need to shave my mind triggers
me with this phrase: What girl needs to shave?

I hate this so much I used to be a Emo/Goth boy and am small and have many feminine features (which I like) although not as much anymore as when I was a teenager I miss the feminine features and having to shave every day is torture for my mind because as you said "what girl needs to shave" and that goes for anywhere else on the body too and even when shaving it will never be close enough till the point that it´s entirely gone you can still see the moustache line on me I hate it so much I miss looking like a young boy or feminine teenage guy.

 

[letmejoindeath]

society is broken. We aren't mentally ill.

If anything the people over 40 are mentally ill.

Christians are mentally ill.

We have to live with the rest of these fucks who have created a fucked society for families but they want us to change our perspective. Christians have destroyed the morals and values this country used to have.


They just keep repeating shit that isnt true and they believe it and it's a mental fucking illness that I have to pretend along with.

My moms been reading the Bible for years and I've never seen a single fucking thing in it she has done. She just screams verses and victim blames and is just a general all around piece of shit human.

Im beginning to think she's mentally fucking retarded along with anyone who identifies as a Christian.

 

[LonelyKitten]

I resonate with what you're saying - I knew I was trans, and what I wanted/needed from an early age but had none of the safety or support to be allowed to live it out.
I hate how medical "professionals" treat us.

This type of societal response is exactly why I came to believe we should have the right to die.
Some of us just don't receive what we need for a life we deem worth living, even if we know exactly what we want or need, and, surprisingly (woah), don't want to stick around just to make strangers money!

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Yes, meds are useless for some of us. Therapy too.
I experienced horrible withdrawal symptoms from venlafaxine, it took me months to recover from the symptoms.
I no longer bother with meds and therapy. They either made me worse, or were of no use whatsoever.

 

[Arihman]

society is broken. We aren't mentally ill.

If anything the people over 40 are mentally ill.

Christians are mentally ill.

We have to live with the rest of these fucks who have created a fucked society for families but they want us to change our perspective. Christians have destroyed the morals and values this country used to have.


They just keep repeating shit that isnt true and they believe it and it's a mental fucking illness that I have to pretend along with.

My moms been reading the Bible for years and I've never seen a single fucking thing in it she has done. She just screams verses and victim blames and is just a general all around piece of shit human.

Im beginning to think she's mentally fucking retarded along with anyone who identifies as a Christian.

Religious kooks are all either imbeciles or delusional. In any case, they're vomit worthy, fucktarded sacks of shit who deserve cancer, and who only hinder human progress with their stupid fables. Without them, this world would be a better place, and our rights would be threatened less/we would have more of them. Including the right to die, maybe.

 

[letmejoindeath]

Religious kooks are all either imbeciles or delusional. In any case, they're vomit worthy, fucktarded sacks of shit who deserve cancer, and who only hinder human progress with their stupid fables. Without them, this world would be a better place, and our rights would be threatened less/we would have more of them. Including the right to die, maybe.

Actually if any Christian actually did ANYTHING in the Bible besides repeat it and pretend it's them then the world would probably be a better place.

The world is shit because Christians are moral less narcissistic psychopaths who think reading words over and over make it true for them.

They compare themselves to these great people in the Bible and think it's them.

There are NO Christians who are anything like Jesus and the Church literally advocates for the opposite of anything Jesus was for.

They "believe" they are divine though so it causes them to never self-reflect.

The church has been hijacker by satanists moral less greedy fucks who think they are following Jesus

 

[Adûnâi]

My voice is so high-pitched, it's as if I'm on HRT, and it makes me disgusted. On the other hand, I hate deep voices, too.

I hate shaving, too, but not because it's a male thing, but because it's painful, takes time, and isn't even effective. Shaving is effectively self-harm. But then again, females have periods, and everyone has to take a shower. It's all garbage. Apologies for taking a wider view on the issue.

I do kind of wish to have been born female... Because they can never be alone, and if I were as high-IQ as I am now, I would just NEET, degen, AND also ride the proverbial carousel of relationships. I envy females so much. I could even be a lesbian if I didn't like dudes, I could use a variety of implements... Meanwhile, in reality I'm a hopeless autistic incel male, disposable and without rights.

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

I agree - life is a scam and the solution is euthanasia. Provide euthanasia to everyone who wants it.

 

[Leeroy14R]

I agree - life is a scam and the solution is euthanasia. Provide euthanasia to everyone who wants it.

Fucking hell, I should have died a long time ago, if it was just as easy as getting a hair-cut or something.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

My voice is so high-pitched, it's as if I'm on HRT, and it makes me disgusted. On the other hand, I hate deep voices, too.

I hate shaving, too, but not because it's a male thing, but because it's painful, takes time, and isn't even effective. Shaving is effectively self-harm. But then again, females have periods, and everyone has to take a shower. It's all garbage. Apologies for taking a wider view on the issue.

I do kind of wish to have been born female... Because they can never be alone, and if I were as high-IQ as I am now, I would just NEET, degen, AND also ride the proverbial carousel of relationships. I envy females so much. I could even be a lesbian if I didn't like dudes, I could use a variety of implements... Meanwhile, in reality I'm a hopeless autistic incel male, disposable and without rights.

Shaving is horrible, I get nasty Shaving rash.

 

[Captainvoid]

society is broken. We aren't mentally ill.

If anything the people over 40 are mentally ill.

Christians are mentally ill.

We have to live with the rest of these fucks who have created a fucked society for families but they want us to change our perspective. Christians have destroyed the morals and values this country used to have.


They just keep repeating shit that isnt true and they believe it and it's a mental fucking illness that I have to pretend along with.

My moms been reading the Bible for years and I've never seen a single fucking thing in it she has done. She just screams verses and victim blames and is just a general all around piece of shit human.

Im beginning to think she's mentally fucking retarded along with anyone who identifies as a Christian.

I think what you've stated is very true, but religion in general, whatever the faith or belief, offers the same false hope, if we just blindly believe in something, which mostly can't be seen, touched or felt.
Unless, there's an idol or icon which can be prayed to or worshipped.
All around the World, entire communities are being torn apart, because of religion.
Surprisingly it's never been any other way.
God, whichever God is believed in, doesn't teach murder, killing, rape, conquest, ethnic cleansing etc.
Humans, with evil intent, in their hearts & on their minds, do all these things and then blame it on their God (s)