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Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
- Aug 8, 2018
- 879
I need to kill myself or somehow cease existing. I've been on this forum for a few years now. That's a few damn years too many. I've had a life that is, in many ways, more difficult than the average person where I live. Years of homelessness. Death of my parents. But most of all. I just think everything about this world sucks ass. Sure, if I inherited 100 million dollars, I can see me relaxing and enjoying life a little tiny bit. But a constant fucking struggle, just to barely scrape by financially? Lol. Who the fuck in their right mind would think that's a good deal?? I'm never going to feel like life has been very good to me. And I think it's utter bullshit how we're all given scraps and expected to feel excited or happy with the basic, mediocre lives that we have. I don't see anything remarkable about this POS god-forsaken world. And I never will. I just want to get the fuck out of this garage heap.