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Bruces
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- May 11, 2020
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My life just feels so completely and utterly empty,nothing to do or look forward to anymore
How did you feel at 30?My life just feels so completely and utterly empty,nothing to do or look forward to anymore
But at least you've got work out there! Britpop band or something was it? Sorry to ask, big indie fan here...My life has essentially been one long, slow decline from moderately rich and famous musician to bored and boring old curmudgeon whose best days and best works are all behind him and whose creative spark is never coming back.
I turned 25 this year and I'm starting to feel old myself. It's scary how fast time goes and each day we look a little bit older :( I don't want to lose my good looks and not be attractive anymore. I don't want to grow old so that's why I think I want to end it before age 30 or around then. I've dreaded getting older from a young age and the years go by extremely fast to the point that it's frightening. We get closer n closer to our expiration date every day
I'm 30 and it's horrifying how fast things deteriorate. It's like my body aged ten years in a single year.
The thing is mate, you come to realise the work doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if the work's 'out there', or not out there, or even if you wrote it or didn't write it. I've probably done a song that for someone, somewhere, is their favourite song of all time. But even that doesn't matter - because if I'd never written it, they'd just have another favourite song of all time.But at least you've got work out there! Britpop band or something was it? Sorry to ask, big indie fan here...