sadghost
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- May 17, 2020
- 232
Just my thoughts rn
My last shift is over. I can't believe I'm actually unemployed for the first time in years, and I feel absolutely nothing. I just don't care anymore about anything. Everything about life is disinteresting and I literally can't handle anything anymore. My method hasn't moved in a while and I'm getting a bit anxious since it's almost August, I really hope it comes soon. I need to go, thinking about it is the only thing that gives me a sense of calmness. Fuck life. I hate doing anything and everything at this point. I can't believe that I exist, and I hate it. I can't believe I was brought into this world - it's not a gift, it's a burden.
My last shift is over. I can't believe I'm actually unemployed for the first time in years, and I feel absolutely nothing. I just don't care anymore about anything. Everything about life is disinteresting and I literally can't handle anything anymore. My method hasn't moved in a while and I'm getting a bit anxious since it's almost August, I really hope it comes soon. I need to go, thinking about it is the only thing that gives me a sense of calmness. Fuck life. I hate doing anything and everything at this point. I can't believe that I exist, and I hate it. I can't believe I was brought into this world - it's not a gift, it's a burden.
