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tariq aqeel

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First of all i cant put into words how sorry i am to do this and how gulity i feel for it. The purpose of this note is not to gain sympathy and have people feel sorry for me in anyway. I just want to tell my story so that hopefully people can understand. Understand what its like liveing with mental health issues, constant sucidal thoughts and why it is that i have decided to take my own life . Truth is ive never been happy and i truly belive i never will be. Mentally its tough to cope its got to a point where i feel am on the verge of bursting into tears every single day but i can hardly cry anymore. People will say am selfish and say how could i do this and i agree , i know it is and wish more than anything i didnt feel this way but i do im tired ive been fighting for 8 years and picked my self out of many deep holes but i just want the pain to be over now.

What you think guys?
 
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Jean4

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Forgive me. I'm a little confused. Who is your letter directed to?
 
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jgm63

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Forgive me. I'm a little confused. Who is your letter directed to?
He's written a note to his family, and wants feedback on whether it's a good note.....
 
Moonicide

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As long as it is your truth then that's a good letter. I also wrote a letter explaining why as I can't imagine leaving everyone without an explanation at least. I guess it's my way of trying to provide comfort and a bit of closure in the end.
 
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tariq aqeel

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Letter to family am waiting to get medically fit from my injury then I can do a hanging attempt in woods
 

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