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Negrathecat

Negrathecat

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Apr 28, 2020
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I've been on this site since 2020 and sometimes I'm better other times I am not but one thing I know for sure is that I always find myself wanting to take my life at the end of the days. I want to do it so bad. I remember even contacting D back in 2020 but never went through with it. I have the money for it now but I'm scared I'll get scammed or something with the package will happen.
Not sure where I'm going with this but if anyone else is stuck like myself please feel free to reach out to me. I'm looking for more people to chat with not necessarily about ctb but about anything.
 
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Symbiote

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Oct 12, 2020
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Join the chat room, it's active and we're friendly.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/chat/
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that you are suffering. Ctb is also what I want the most, it is the only thing that really feels right for me. I know that I will be suicidal no matter what happens. I understand that it can be hard to carry on when you are struggling. I wish you the best.
 
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Negrathecat

Negrathecat

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Apr 28, 2020
67
I'm sorry that you are suffering. Ctb is also what I want the most, it is the only thing that really feels right for me. I know that I will be suicidal no matter what happens. I understand that it can be hard to carry on when you are struggling. I wish you the best.
Thank you, I understand where you are coming from, I also think its going to be suicide for me no matter what.. just a matter of when.
 
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sleepyghost

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Mar 14, 2022
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Hello, you're my friend now. Feel free to message anytime <3
 
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miserable_existance

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Dec 17, 2021
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I've been on this site since 2020 and sometimes I'm better other times I am not but one thing I know for sure is that I always find myself wanting to take my life at the end of the days. I want to do it so bad. I remember even contacting D back in 2020 but never went through with it. I have the money for it now but I'm scared I'll get scammed or something with the package will happen.
Not sure where I'm going with this but if anyone else is stuck like myself please feel free to reach out to me. I'm looking for more people to chat with not necessarily about ctb but about anything.
SURE , i am 30 years old Male in India , if interested you could message me . the nitrogen cylinder didnt work for me . the frustration of every prolonged day of existence is hell , i dont know who to ask for help
 
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Schatten

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Dec 25, 2021
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Sure, this sounds good! How can I reach out?
 
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Negrathecat

Negrathecat

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Apr 28, 2020
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Sure, this sounds good! How can I reach out?
If you have the capability of pm then you could reach out that way. I tried checking out your page but it seems to be restricted
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SURE , i am 30 years old Male in India , if interested you could message me . the nitrogen cylinder didnt work for me . the frustration of every prolonged day of existence is hell , i dont know who to ask for help
I'm not sure what it's like in India but have you ever tried therapy or have seen a psychiatrist?
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
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I feel pretty stuck most days, I can certainly relate what you're going through…
 
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Negrathecat

Negrathecat

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Apr 28, 2020
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I feel pretty stuck most days, I can certainly relate what you're going through…
Always feel free to chat more about it with me through pm.
 
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katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
343
I don't know who D is but I can understand your frustration that you are scared you will get scammed. I have had so many people lie to me in my life that I find it difficult to trust what people say. I met this guy online who said he was suicidal and wanted to die, and I told him I didn't have the money to end my life and that I wanted to get out of here. I gave him my number and was honest with him about my situation, and he turned out to be lying about everything. He never wanted to die or meet up, but he kept the lie going for a few months before I just lost it and deleted his contact. I don't know your situation but I am open to chat anytime! Feel free to message me :heart:
 
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