Leaving in 1 hour

[Szs33]

Hope you all can finally die soon aswell.

Im going to hang myself. My parents are going to leave the house for two hours and thats enough for me.

Bye!!!

 

[Deleted member 847]

Have a safe journey

 

[RM5998]

Good luck, and have a pleasant journey.

 

[MachineGunDani]

I hope u find peace! Good luck!

 

[Szs33]

Thanks, Im just wating them to leave to prepare the final spot, I didnt think I would be doing this today. But Im so fucked up by xanax pills from the last 2 days that I dont even care anymore. Im ready, going to take some more pills now to be more relaxed.

 

[MachineGunDani]

U have everything well thought out?

 

[RacilyDank]

Judging by the fact you live with your parents, you are young.

What makes you want to ctb?

 

[Deleted member 847]

Judging by the fact you live with your parents, you are young.

What makes you want to ctb?

Oh c'mon leave him alone

 

[Szs33]

U have everything well thought out?

Yes, thanks for asking. My only concern is the wheather, is raining outside. Didnt think about this scenario before. I will hang outside the house,

 

[Anyara]

I hope you will find the peace you are looking for my friend

 

[bigj75]

bye friend

 

[Ben]

Ohhh shit one of our own is going to experience what we all crave!!!!

I'm ecstatic for you! I hope you achieve the peace you are looking for friend.

Please come back if you fail

If not, I will remember you!

 

[Hunter]

Please be careful. And good luck.

 

[Nanimoaru]

Hope you all can finally die soon aswell.

Im going to hang myself. My parents are going to leave the house for two hours and thats enough for me.

Bye!!!

May you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[GoneSoon2]

Good luck

 

[Lara Francis]

Safe travels.
Goodnight x

 

[Lunar]

I hope you find peace. Good luck to you.

 

[Karl30]

It's gonna be traumatic for the parents...

 

[Samuel]

Find Peace, safe travels.

 

[Miss clefable]

Hope you find peace good bye

 

[RacilyDank]

It's gonna be traumatic for the parents...

That's what I was thinking.

It will be traumatic for my parents but they won't come home to find me hanging.

The people I live with will most likely find me or the police if I'm reported missing.

 

[Dead_Inside]

Thanks, Im just wating them to leave to prepare the final spot, I didnt think I would be doing this today. But Im so fucked up by xanax pills from the last 2 days that I dont even care anymore. Im ready, going to take some more pills now to be more relaxed.

Get your stuff prepared before you get too gone. Be safe- you want to end up dead, not crippled.
Good luck - you have all the luck I can give you.
Find some peace finally.

 

[MachineGunDani]

Aren't ur parents going to b home soon tho?

 

[RacilyDank]

Even though I want to ctb as well, these threads always make me sad.

Will they or won't they be back?!

 

[Miss clefable]

When a person feels so much emotion for a strangers ctb, I wonder how it makes the people close to the person ctb'ing feels... I convince myself that nobody will care when I ctb, but if a stranger feels so much for another stranger, I don't even know what to tell myself.

I'll miss you and sometimes not saying anything is the answer

 

[Dead_Inside]

I often think we on this forum have stronger feeling for each other's lives and deaths ...
If you have never wanted to die- if you have never stood there getting ready to kill yourself- never woken up a failure ... then you can't complete understand.

 

[RacilyDank]

When a person feels so much emotion for a strangers ctb, I wonder how it makes the people close to the person ctb'ing feels... I convince myself that nobody will care when I ctb, but if a stranger feels so much for another stranger, I don't even know what to tell myself.

Same. At times I'm convinced that nobody will care, they'll get over it or that I'll be doing them a favour.

When I realise how much a total stranger on a forum affects me it really hits home.

Sometimes I hope I can convince people to understand and give me permission to die! If they could feel my suffering I think they might have enough compassion to grant me it.

 

[Dead_Inside]

Same. At times I'm convinced that nobody will care, they'll get over it or that I'll be doing them a favour.

When I realise how much a total stranger on a forum affects me it really hits home.

I think there is only one person in my real life who will care. Will people be "shocked"? Yes. The one I feel the worst for is my cat - I spoil him and he is my favorite thing and I think he loves me too (crazy I know).
If anyone was going to care it might be a person from here ...
I actually really like a lot of people here - I will be very sad when they go.

 

[RacilyDank]

I often think we on this forum have stronger feeling for each other's lives and deaths ...
If you have never wanted to die- if you have never stood there getting ready to kill yourself- never woken up a failure ... then you can't complete understand.

Totally. It's for this reason it bothers me when anyone says suicide is selfish or cowardly. They can never truly understand. I'm unfortunate enough to be able to empathise!

 

[Dead_Inside]

Totally. It's for this reason it bothers me when anyone says suicide is selfish or cowardly. They can never truly understand. I'm unfortunate enough to be able to empathise!

I wish none of us here knew ... I feel like the wrong people are killing themselves in this world ...