Leaving for my son.

[Lara Francis]

Hi everyone.

I feel the need to leave this site now so I can focus my mind on getting my son back.
Having said that,I have come to rely on the site as a support, venting and a distraction platform so I don't know how easy it's going to be.
It has been a pleasure to talk to you all and I hope in a small way ,I have helped others as you have helped me which I will be eternally grateful for as will my son who will now have his mum in his life.
I don't feel particularly strong as all the court and social services crap is stressful but I am trying to hold on and fight.
I have come to understand how life can be cruel to us and although "life is what it is "and we may not have had any control over circumstances - it is wrong and sad we feel the need to sacrifice our life to relieve the pain and suffering caused by others.
I genuinely wish everyone well in life or death.In life I wish you happiness and recovery or in death I wish you a peaceful and smooth onward journey.
I will now say goodbye.
Lots of love xx Lara

 

[Desperate_Soul]

I believe in you, Lara, especially with how motivated you are! May your future endeavors meet your every expectation. I hope you have a wonderful life ahead. Remember that there will be ups and downs, but once you push through, you will feel extremely rewarded! It takes a lot of will to keep on fighting and pushing on living, and I envy you for that.

 

[Lara Francis]

I believe in you, Lara, especially with how motivated you are! May your future endeavors meet your every expectation. I hope you have a wonderful life ahead. Remember that there will be ups and downs, but once you push through, you will feel extremely rewarded! It takes a lot of will to keep on fighting and pushing on living, and I envy you for that.

Thankyou it means so much that people believe in me.I love my boy so much and am doing this for him.It is still very hard but I have to keep a positive onward and up attitude to get through.
I once said that I would die for my boy as I loved him that much.someone replied with "live for him instead " I have no doubt that it will still be a rocky road but we will need to draw strength from one other.x

 

[Ashpac]

Best of luck lara. I hope it works out for you.

We are pro choice.

Take care.

 

[EternalSanction]

It's always nice to see a recovery post on here :)
I wish you all the best and sincerely hope you can endure the fight and get your son back.

Let us know if there's anything on your mind we can help you with.

 

[jethacan]

Good luck Lara and well done for recognizing what is best for you and your son, even if it means missing out on what you liked about this site. I hope all of the dealings with social services and court go smoothly. You will be missed, but everyone here will understand. I really wish you the best of luck going forward with recovery and looking after your son.

 

[Alexa]

Goodbye! I wish the best for you! x

 

[Wantingpeace]

Good luck to you

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

Good luck we wish you the best. Your son is lucky to have you fighting for him. I've lived with a suicidal father my whole life who fought to stay alive for me and I have always been thankful. We will always be here if you ever feel the need to come back.

 

[Taylored]

Best of luck Lara!

 

[azeton]

Son is the continuation of his father. You must live for your son.
You must love your son.
I have a bad liver and kidneys, a lot of pain, but I'm holding on for my daughter, I love her very much.
Lara, I wish good luck to you and your son!

 

[Lara Francis]

Thank you so much for your responses and well wishe's.
I will miss you all.
This has been a top site and its been a priviledge to be part of the community.
Take care x
Lara Francis.

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

Best of luck to you Lara.

 

[rebelwacause]

Hello Lara, I don't comment much on here and I hope you don't mind me posting but I have been following your story. You may not think it but I have seen what an inspiration you have been to many on this site and also to me. All the best and take care.

Regards

RebelWaC

 

[SamK]

You will get him back Lara, keep faith, this is one if the Stringrst things you will ever do I imagine the hell you've been through it does push people to the brink but I know you want this for your boy you should be extremely proud you're giving both of you another chance xx all the best xx always

Sam

 

[SamK]

Sorry about spelling I'm on mobile xx

 

[Lara Francis]

You will get him back Lara, keep faith, this is one if the Stringrst things you will ever do I imagine the hell you've been through it does push people to the brink but I know you want this for your boy you should be extremely proud you're giving both of you another chance xx all the best xx always

Sam

Thankyou. Hugs xx

 

[Lara Francis]

Hello Lara, I don't comment much on here and I hope you don't mind me posting but I have been following your story. You may not think it but I have seen what an inspiration you have been to many on this site and also to me. All the best and take care.

Regards

RebelWaC

Thankyou. That is very kind of you to say.
Hugs to you.xx