
Forest Fire
Student
- Jul 19, 2019
- 119
I have been considering leaving a note to someone explaining how their actions completely fucked my life over, pretty much made it impossible for me to ever 'recover', and were a significant reason why i chose to ctb.
In day to day life i'm not a vindictive person and would normally go out my way to avoid making anyone feel negative at all.
But being honest i want to make this person feel like shit and for them to directly acknowledge that they played a major part in someone they knew choosing to kill themselves. Other than the time they fucked me over, they had only treated me with kindness and they are an empathetic person with others. They are not an abuser/violent etc I think if they knew the effect they had had on me then it would haunt them and i imagine their past actions towards me are something they currently block out rather than try to justify.
I can't talk to anyone in real life about this so would you consider doing the same or does this cross a line. I feel like a piece of shit reading this back to be honest.
In day to day life i'm not a vindictive person and would normally go out my way to avoid making anyone feel negative at all.
But being honest i want to make this person feel like shit and for them to directly acknowledge that they played a major part in someone they knew choosing to kill themselves. Other than the time they fucked me over, they had only treated me with kindness and they are an empathetic person with others. They are not an abuser/violent etc I think if they knew the effect they had had on me then it would haunt them and i imagine their past actions towards me are something they currently block out rather than try to justify.
I can't talk to anyone in real life about this so would you consider doing the same or does this cross a line. I feel like a piece of shit reading this back to be honest.