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SoSheSaidSuicide
Depressed | borderline | suicidal | dead inside
- Dec 16, 2019
- 7
I'm wanting people's ideas on the least painful, easiest, quickest, least gruesome (to whoever finds me) way to ctb.
I like the idea of short drop suspension, but I have tried it before and couldn't get myself to go through with kneeling because the pounding feeling in my head was intense. I kept just standing up. I even tried laying down, but I'm not sure I was doing it right. Maybe if I took something beforehand? Any recommendations on what to take to make it easier to deal with?
Much appreciated!![Heart :heart: :heart:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
I like the idea of short drop suspension, but I have tried it before and couldn't get myself to go through with kneeling because the pounding feeling in my head was intense. I kept just standing up. I even tried laying down, but I'm not sure I was doing it right. Maybe if I took something beforehand? Any recommendations on what to take to make it easier to deal with?
Much appreciated!