SoSheSaidSuicide

SoSheSaidSuicide

Depressed | borderline | suicidal | dead inside
Dec 16, 2019
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I'm wanting people's ideas on the least painful, easiest, quickest, least gruesome (to whoever finds me) way to ctb.

I like the idea of short drop suspension, but I have tried it before and couldn't get myself to go through with kneeling because the pounding feeling in my head was intense. I kept just standing up. I even tried laying down, but I'm not sure I was doing it right. Maybe if I took something beforehand? Any recommendations on what to take to make it easier to deal with?

Much appreciated! :heart:
 
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forever21

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Oct 19, 2019
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Nembutal has to be the most painless method I can think of.
But it is very expensive and hard to get (compared to hanging, etc.)
You just have to drink it and die after a short time.
Very unmessy, extremely reliable and also "humane" as it is used in legal human euthanasia commonly.
Unfortunately I don't have any recommendations for short drop suspension.
 
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Nembutal combined with a cocktail of anesthetics and anxiolytics in a peaceful setting...

Since that is expensive and difficult to obtain SN is the considered the ideal. You can obtain SN cheaply and easily on ebay or Amazon, and most users here have had little trouble obtaining dopamine blockers/anti-emetics needed.
 
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SoSheSaidSuicide

SoSheSaidSuicide

Depressed | borderline | suicidal | dead inside
Dec 16, 2019
7
Nembutal combined with a cocktail of anesthetics and anxiolytics in a peaceful setting...

Since that is expensive and difficult to obtain SN is the considered the ideal. You can obtain SN cheaply and easily on ebay or Amazon, and most users here have had little trouble obtaining dopamine blockers/anti-emetics needed.
What is SN?
 
SoSheSaidSuicide

SoSheSaidSuicide

Depressed | borderline | suicidal | dead inside
Dec 16, 2019
7
Sodium Nitrite.. There is a mega thread for that and u get all the info there.
Perfect. I found it. Thank you for your help!
I really appreciate how supportive, helpful, & nonjudgmental everyone here is, especially towards people like me who are just now learning all of these really cool methods! Thanks a million, love you guys! ❤
 
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edward77

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Dec 20, 2019
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Perfect. I found it. Thank you for your help!
I really appreciate how supportive, helpful, & nonjudgmental everyone here is, especially towards people like me who are just now learning all of these really cool methods! Thanks a million, love you guys! ❤
most of us r all spending our last few days now so its always good to help each other....
 
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