Venting Lack of eating rots my brain D:

[working4theknife]

I accidently have been restrictive for a few days I didn't plan this I just had something trigger me on Friday and now the only thing I'm putting into my body is vodka and mints. Today I just had mints and a peach slice. I honestly think I have been accidently restrictive this whole week only having snacks here and there n a few bites of one meal but w.e. I have the biggest headache ever and I feel psychically so poor. I hate that straving yrself is addicting and makes you feel rlly good until it doesnt. It's just another way so I can feel in control. I want to eat a meal and drink water. Maybe even go outside just to sit but I feel so weak I don't think I can.
I'm instead just sitting here and feeling my brain Rot. Does anyone else do this? I wish I had someone to help me but I also don't think I'm deserving of that n I can only help myself. I'm going to take an ibuprofen and try to make something that's low effort so I don't end up passing out or something stupid . If anyone has tips on what to drink or eat to regain energy that would be neat. Thank you <3

 

[Lulzacruel]

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This seems like textbook anorexia nervovsa

have you considered psychiatric care or are you in a situation where that is impossible?

thx

 

[Stormy Raine]

I accidently have been restrictive for a few days I didn't plan this I just had something trigger me on Friday and now the only thing I'm putting into my body is vodka and mints. Today I just had mints and a peach slice. I honestly think I have been accidently restrictive this whole week only having snacks here and there n a few bites of one meal but w.e. I have the biggest headache ever and I feel psychically so poor. I hate that straving yrself is addicting and makes you feel rlly good until it doesnt. It's just another way so I can feel in control. I want to eat a meal and drink water. Maybe even go outside just to sit but I feel so weak I don't think I can.
I'm instead just sitting here and feeling my brain Rot. Does anyone else do this? I wish I had someone to help me but I also don't think I'm deserving of that n I can only help myself. I'm going to take an ibuprofen and try to make something that's low effort so I don't end up passing out or something stupid . If anyone has tips on what to drink or eat to regain energy that would be neat. Thank you <3

This is what helped me after forgetting to eat for a week. My blood pressure was severely low and I blacked out and fell 2 times in 1 day. I wanted to continue forgetting to eat but I was miserable. It worked after 1 pack mixed with OJ. Hope that helps

 

[working4theknife]

This is what helped me after forgetting to eat for a week. My blood pressure was severely low and I blacked out and fell 2 times in 1 day. I wanted to continue forgetting to eat but I was miserable. It worked after 1 pack mixed with OJ. Hope that helps
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Thank you so much! I have seen those but didn't know if they actually worked or not. I will be buying some.

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This seems like textbook anorexia nervovsa

have you considered psychiatric care or are you in a situation where that is impossible?

thx

I got diagnosed with it this year and was supposed to go to inpatient for it but my insurance wouldn't cover it so I couldn't. I was seeing a therapist but I had to stop because I couldn't afford it. I have a new one who specializes in ED's but she sucks honestly.

 

[dialogos]

If you can afford it, try drinking meal replacement drinks like the ones they use in hospitals for coma patients. A good brand is Ensure by Abbott labs. Its easy to prepare, add Choco or strawberry syrup or fruits in a blender if you want. Slimfast is okay from time to time.