Why is hanging so complicated? I can't figure out where to hang myself from (somewhere in the house) or the knots to do to make sure it's done properly. I've read just about everything on here and still I'm confused about what to use. I don't have specific materials, was hoping to use a scarf or belt but I can't figure it out. A belt doesn't seem to tighten or be long enough, scarves seem to flimsy. Lots of reports where famous people have pulled it off, Kate Spade (scarf), Robin Williams (belt), Anthony Bourdain, why can't I figure it. I'm not depressed I'm in excrutiating pain and can't take it anymore and need a way out. I've looked at other methods. Pills and wrists seem doomed to failure and I haven't got time or the access in my country to procure the SN stuff. I keep looking up knots but it seems really complicated. Do I use a door handle? Lots of people achieve death by partial suspension. What is the best way forward here? I'm in so much pain I have akathisia and emphysema, the nerve pain is unending, the torment inhumane and I may get forced to be this way forever if I don't find a way out. Can I do it eith this? I need to know how to do the bit for my neck. I don't want to put anyone in a difficult position but the pain I experience in my body is intolerable 24/7 torture and I need it over.
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