Kinda wanna do a fake ctb and see what happens?

[uniqueusername987]

Leave the suicide notes and just admit myself to the hospital without telling anyone and see what people have to say about me when they think I'm gone. Tell people I got caught in the act. Would be interesting to how people respond when they think I'm actually dead before I do it for real.

I am fully aware of how fucked up this is but everything on this site is a little fucked up, right?

 

[babybatz]

People just trot out all the generic crap "she was so nice" "she lit up a room" blah blah.

Nobody says what they ACTUALLY thought, you can't really call a dead person a dick hahaha.

A guy I went to school with died and people he literally bullied were posting nice messages about him, craziness.

 

[undecided]

Leave the suicide notes and just admit myself to the hospital without telling anyone and see what people have to say about me when they think I'm gone. Tell people I got caught in the act. Would be interesting to how people respond when they think I'm actually dead before I do it for real.

I am fully aware of how fucked up this is but everything on this site is a little fucked up, right?

That's definitely fuked up !!

 

[kittyneedsabreak]

I unintentionally tested this when I ended up in hospital before I had a chance to attempt bc my bf called the hotline when they noticed my suicide note draft and the date on it in my sketchbook. My "friends" wrote all these nice letters to me and acted like they cared after and still ditched me from the friend group 6 months later bc I was the only non-guy and my closer friends in the group both moved away.

 

[lemonbunny]

yea i feel like it wouldn't be satisfying once they find out i'm still alive. bc then they'd act all fake nice and coddle me and i'd just get uncomfortable because ik they're doing it out of obligation.

i've always wanted to see how my friends/family would react to my genuine death, like what kind of bullshit they'd come up with to say at a funeral bc i barely talk to anyone and nobody really knows me. unfortunately i guess that's not an option... unless i pulled a movie stunt, faked my death and disappeared

 

[snowcloud9]

I started acting really crazy and reckless in my last week, which made my friends alert my ex-boyfriend (who I was still super close to at the time). Ex went to check up on me but got really angry. He accused me of doing it for attention, laughed and said that now everyone knew that I was crazy, then called the cops which got me put into the psych ward. All around terrible experience.

Oh yeah, once I got out, everyone cut me off. People sympathize with you when you need help, but only up to a certain point. Once you get to the point that you're hospitalized, that's too much for people and they don't want to be around you anymore.

You might think that they'll give you extra love and attention, but they won't. The reality is that people don't like sick people. They may say that they're there for you, but they're not. I don't really blame them past their dishonestness, it's easy to be around a happy person, it's not easy to be around a sad person.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Faking suicide? Hmmmm.................pretty disrespectful to those who actually want to CTB, IMO. To those who suffer real physical and emotional misery on a daily, hourly, and even minute by minute basis. I don't think suicide should be something to be toyed with. It's serious shit. And what do you mean by this site is "a little fucked up, right?" You mean the people are "fucked up?"

 

[UKscotty]

Waste of time, people won't change and it doesn't matter what other people think.

 

[Asingletwig]

I mean that's some fucked up narcissist manipulation bullshit but hey you do you

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Do you intend to do this a cry for help?

 

[uniqueusername987]

pretty disrespectful to those who actually want to CTB, IMO.

Bold of you to assume I'm not included in this

And what do you mean by this site is "a little fucked up, right?" You mean the people are "fucked up?"

Counter-cultural mostly, not necessarily a bad thing

 

[uniqueusername987]

I mean that's some fucked up narcissist manipulation bullshit but hey you do you

Yeah yet another reason I deserve to properly die, thanks

Do you intend to do this a cry for help?

Not as the main reason, maybe part of my SI wants that, but my big hesitation with going through with this is concerning people such that they're too watchful on me and I can't ctb as quickly as I want to.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Bold of you to assume I'm not included in this

Hey, you're the one who said you want to commit a "fake" suicide for attention.

 

[maidens]

I really don't think this is a good idea... it's a really shitty thing to do && if people found out you faked it it's likely you'd lose a good amount of your friends or people you trust. even if you don't care about that, it's still a terrible thing to do

 

[deep_end]

Just curious, what exactly are you asking for here? Are you asking if it would be morally okay for you to do this? Or maybe just asking like "what would your opinion be if I did this?". A lot of different answers will come from a lot of different people but I want to know exactly what you're asking for before I answer.

 

[S_IsMyUsername]

Leave the suicide notes and just admit myself to the hospital without telling anyone and see what people have to say about me when they think I'm gone. Tell people I got caught in the act. Would be interesting to how people respond when they think I'm actually dead before I do it for real.

I am fully aware of how fucked up this is but everything on this site is a little fucked up, right?

I wouldn't recommend that under any circumstances, I was in various "closed" psychiatric hospitals for a long time, and believe me, they only make it worse.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Got involuntarily locked up for over 2 years nobody gave a shit about me I at least thought some people would have pm'd me on Facebook nope just goes to show that I could kill myself and nobody except my immediate family would give a shit or even notice..

 

[Inthewind]

Leave the suicide notes and just admit myself to the hospital without telling anyone and see what people have to say about me when they think I'm gone. Tell people I got caught in the act. Would be interesting to how people respond when they think I'm actually dead before I do it for real.

I am fully aware of how fucked up this is but everything on this site is a little fucked up, right?

It would be interesting to see how they would react, then youll know your answer because if you do do it then now you know how theyll respond for when you arent able to see it. But then youd be stuck at the hospital aswell, hospitals I don't think are fun.. I never been admitted one but I assume they arent fun.