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kittie
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- Jul 13, 2020
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Sorry major rant about to occur...scroll on by I just need to be able to let it out.
How many things can go wrong to one person. even when I think I'm getting it right...it goes wrong. I'm so done with this life time. I'm to tired to keep it going, it's to hard pretending I give a rats arse about any thing. I should be dead by now but even that went wrong with covid cancelling my plans, and new plan means waiting and hoping I get what I need, it better not go wrong.
No family no people who will even notice I'm not around for at least a week maybe more. My dead rotten body laying in the house.
Every thing I believed is a load of shite. I so want out and don't yet have the means....sn in hand meto hopefully tomorrow, or do I wait hoping the N gets here, just had enough of it all now.
Carry on rant over thank you and take care x
How many things can go wrong to one person. even when I think I'm getting it right...it goes wrong. I'm so done with this life time. I'm to tired to keep it going, it's to hard pretending I give a rats arse about any thing. I should be dead by now but even that went wrong with covid cancelling my plans, and new plan means waiting and hoping I get what I need, it better not go wrong.
No family no people who will even notice I'm not around for at least a week maybe more. My dead rotten body laying in the house.
Every thing I believed is a load of shite. I so want out and don't yet have the means....sn in hand meto hopefully tomorrow, or do I wait hoping the N gets here, just had enough of it all now.
Carry on rant over thank you and take care x