just wanting to be done

[Cid9121]

I am ready to not wake up anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel the same way. Every night I hope to die in my sleep. I am tired of my pointless, empty existence. I just want to be free from this life. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

I wish I killed myself when I first started having suicidal urges. It is a secret no one will ever tell you; that these thoughts never go away and will haunt you for the rest of your life.

Would have saved myself years of torment, misery and humiliation. But I suppose it is better late than never. If I go now I will avoid further years of pain.

 

[Olive_Eyes]

Same, i just keep staring at the ceiling hoping it to fall over me, i would just close my eyes and smile. I'm just tired of not being able to be happy.

 

[D&D]

Exactly ... once you know you can't unknow it.