got2beFionaC
i am nobody. who are you? are you nobody, too?
- Jul 1, 2020
- 56
i'm really just not sure anymore. of anything.
i want to die. and i find myself constantly thinking about dying while i'm supposed to be living.
i have no friends (and this is not an exaggeration). i've always been on the loner side. i have people i'm cool with and can kick it with, but at the end of the day it's only me. i'm always the one reaching out first. if i dont, i won't hear from anyone.
my family... if you can call them that.. think i'm a loser. and they aren't afraid to voice it. the one person i held so close died in december.
i don't know why i haven't followed through yet. i don't want to be here anymore. but yet i'm still here. when i sit and think about it, i can't identify a specific reason as to why i haven't or if there's something i'm hanging on to.
maybe it's the hopes that someone will do the dirty work for me so i don't have to do it. i don't know. but i know that everyone would be better off. i wouldn't be a burden anymore.
so, why not...
sincerely, fiona c.
i want to die. and i find myself constantly thinking about dying while i'm supposed to be living.
i have no friends (and this is not an exaggeration). i've always been on the loner side. i have people i'm cool with and can kick it with, but at the end of the day it's only me. i'm always the one reaching out first. if i dont, i won't hear from anyone.
my family... if you can call them that.. think i'm a loser. and they aren't afraid to voice it. the one person i held so close died in december.
i don't know why i haven't followed through yet. i don't want to be here anymore. but yet i'm still here. when i sit and think about it, i can't identify a specific reason as to why i haven't or if there's something i'm hanging on to.
maybe it's the hopes that someone will do the dirty work for me so i don't have to do it. i don't know. but i know that everyone would be better off. i wouldn't be a burden anymore.
so, why not...
sincerely, fiona c.