Passerby

Passerby

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Hi friends,

Just having an emotional day today, but I hope you all don't mind but I wanted to share this picture I did earlier today in a emotional manic episode of mine.

Personally for me, I more than often search up old posts from members, some friends & some strangers to me, but respected & missed by many I believe, who some shared there last moments here on this forum, I guess I just wanted to remember them all and remind myself I must remember to take my meds at the right time tomorrow unlike today.

Thank you and goodnight SS

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whywere

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I LOVE....LOVE your post!!!!! THANK YOU for such a great and heart warming post. You are the BEST for thinking of everyone!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE IT!!! Love and peace to you!!!!
 
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BipolarGuy

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Is there a list of usernames somewhere?
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Is there a list of usernames somewhere?
I don't believe so. There are several threads that pop up from time to time remembering old members and people post about those who have left or passed on, but I don't think there is a dedicated list. I might be wrong of course.
 
Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

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Sep 5, 2020
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I hope this doesn't violate the tone of this thread but I've been finding myself post history stalking people that were really interesting, thinking that they're still active, then later learning that they're gone.

I haven't really processed it yet but it's a weird feeling. I feel something like glad, but that's too cheerful a word, what I really feel is something different from that but I can't articulate it, that they left something of themselves behind while also finding their peace. If I knew them better maybe I would feel grief as well.

I guess it's easy to see the value in people when you can read a catalog of some of their more guarded thoughts.
 
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Mm80

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Really nice touch x
 
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greebo6

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Hi friends,

Just having an emotional day today, but I hope you all don't mind but I wanted to share this picture I did earlier today in a emotional manic episode of mine.

Personally for me, I more than often search up old posts from members, some friends & some strangers to me, but respected & missed by many I believe, who some shared there last moments here on this forum, I guess I just wanted to remember them all and remind myself I must remember to take my meds at the right time tomorrow unlike today.

Thank you and goodnight SS

x


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That is a really sweet post. Very thoughtful.
Hi friends,

Just having an emotional day today, but I hope you all don't mind but I wanted to share this picture I did earlier today in a emotional manic episode of mine.

Personally for me, I more than often search up old posts from members, some friends & some strangers to me, but respected & missed by many I believe, who some shared there last moments here on this forum, I guess I just wanted to remember them all and remind myself I must remember to take my meds at the right time tomorrow unlike today.

Thank you and goodnight SS

x


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That is such a sweet ,thoughtful and moving post . I am new here but I found it very touching.
 
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Ghost2211

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Awesome, and very sweet ❤️

I've said goodbye to a lot of friends over the last 9 months. It never gets easier.
 
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greebo6

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Awesome, and very sweet ❤

I've said goodbye to a lot of friends over the last 9 months. It never gets easier.
We have to just hope that they ,and ourselves when its our turn , find the peace we all crave . Maybe people on the site will remember us in the future too.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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I love this....thank you for posting. I've only been here since February,but seen so many lovely people leave already...

I feel privileged to have "met "some of them, and hope they found love and peace:heart:
 
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Passerby

Passerby

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Jul 7, 2020
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I'm pleased you all appreciated this post, it all shows we all show compassion towards the many members who have now gone. One day most of us will share the same fate as them, it is only right we remember them as many of these members had no-one at the end on here just us, also it may be comforting for present members to be remembered by a future generation of SS members.

I am thinking of making & editing a video with music in the background, with posts & threads of members who have left us in the years, last words, there symptoms, how they felt, the people they helped while here, how they said goodbye, etc etc. It would mean me going through years of goodbye CTB posts.

However, un-sure as the video may leak beyond this forum and shine a bad light on this forum,

Any one's opinion would be great.
 
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dann

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such a wholesome post... i appreciate you for posting this
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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Make it! Maybe people will understand better...
 
TattiQueen

TattiQueen

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Sep 12, 2020
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A candle for those who are no longer physically with us . This is a very sweet post. Thank you for sharing and bringing focus to those who have moved on
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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I don't believe so. There are several threads that pop up from time to time remembering old members and people post about those who have left or passed on, but I don't think there is a dedicated list. I might be wrong of course.
I remember the Can you hear Frank Sinatra? by Stan. It used to be bumped everyday.
 
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Leshen

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Oct 31, 2018
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It reminds of this song



The souls of heaven are stars at night.
They will guide us on our way, until we meet again another day.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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I remember the Can you hear Frank Sinatra? by Stan. It used to be bumped everyday.
It did. It became like a graveyard for everyone who had lost someone on here. People have tried starting remembrance threads but they never seem to take off. Personally I think one should be pinned at the top.
 
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Sinkinshyp

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Sep 7, 2020
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very beautiful post. Thank you for sharing that with us. <3 to you
 
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KiraLittleOwl

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I really wish they are in a better place.
 
Passersby

Passersby

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Aug 29, 2019
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Hi Passerby, yeah I think you should make it. If it leaked beyond this then screw it people live and die right? It probably wouldn't though cause nobody really cares and people are busy with there lives. We care though. It's just a tribute and would only have there member names so I think it's a good way to remember them cause this is and was there real life. It only happens once. There should be some kind of wall of remembrance or something like that I think.
 
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Acopia

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Sep 21, 2020
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Stand down, friends.
Your work here is over:heart:
 
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Painless_end

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Oct 11, 2019
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For those are wondering about certain users, can refer the User Discussion Megathread

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/user-discussion-megathread.5384/
 
Passerby

Passerby

Been a guest viewer on here for years
Jul 7, 2020
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Hi Passerby, yeah I think you should make it. If it leaked beyond this then screw it people live and die right? It probably wouldn't though cause nobody really cares and people are busy with there lives. We care though. It's just a tribute and would only have there member names so I think it's a good way to remember them cause this is and was there real life. It only happens once. There should be some kind of wall of remembrance or something like that I think.
I agree with you totally.

Great minds think alike, or it may be damaged mind in my case.

Thanks for sharing your thoughts my friend.
 
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