I am just plain tired of it all and I find it agonizing to continue living. I have made many changes in my life and made consistant effort to better my situation. I exercise regularly and am in great physicked condition, I have many projects that I am working on, I have friends that I talk to regularly and a good job. Yet, it would seem that none of this matter for every time I think things are looking up even the most minor trigger can lead a spiral into to suicidal depression. I have attempted divide before and seriously consider it often. I am just plain old tired of giving it my all only to end up standing on the edge of a bridge looming down into the turbulent icy waters bellow or trying to find a place suitable to hang myself. I just don't know if I can do it for much longer.
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mortuarymary
Enlightened
- Jan 17, 2024
- 1,367
Welcome to the forums.
Read and educate yourself and ask questions.
you seem very lost.
Read and educate yourself and ask questions.
you seem very lost.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 35,582
It does sound tiring what you are going through and I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering in this existence but anyway best wishes.
