You sure made an impact on this site in the 4-5 days you were here, Ben. You're a unique fella with a big personality. You made it clear what your opinion was while respecting others. You showed your support and friendliness to the SS community, opening up your time for other people and willingly engaging in conversation to get to know other people and help them however you could. While I'm sad to see you go so soon, you've expressed how much suffering you've dealt with, and I'm happy that you'll finally find peace. Good luck, Ben. I hope you find mr.death when you KTB. May you suffer no more and wishing you a peaceful journey.