Just joined SS

[Nowilltolive90]

I've decided that I'm going to end my life in 3 weeks time, I'm just waiting to get paid to buy the supplies. I've decided on the exit bag method using 99% helium. I've read the exit bag mega thread and saw another useful thread that had a video 'doing it with Betty' and now I'm confident I can do it effectively, I preferred the doing it with Betty guide as it was more simplistic so I'm going to do that, my only concern is having the right fitting for the tank. In the past week I've lost everything and I have nothing left to live for now but I wanted to join you all here to have people to talk to until I go, there's something I find comforting about this site
Anyways I'm going to try and get some enjoyment out of my last few weeks, whats everyone's thoughts on getting drunk before you go?

 

[bigoutfit]

Welcome. It's good to hear that you are going to try to enjoy your last few weeks.

This place is a great help I find. Good people here who care for each other, a ton of knowlegde too. I don't post much myself but am here daily and it helps me out so much so hopefully will be the same for you.

In terms of getting drunk before you go I say why the hell not. I guess it would help the SI with the exit bag method.

Anyways welcome again.

PS I like your cat, so cute

 

[Nowilltolive90]

Welcome. It's good to hear that you are going to try to enjoy your last few weeks.

This place is a great help I find. Good people here who care for each other, a ton of knowlegde too. I don't post much myself but am here daily and it helps me out so much so hopefully will be the same for you.

In terms of getting drunk before you go I say why the hell not. I guess it would help the SI with the exit bag method.

Anyways welcome again.

PS I like your cat, so cute

Thank you so much, I'd love to drink my favourite beer before I go, it will make the process so much easier for me.

That means alot! She's called Luna and she was my emotional support cat but my ex has taken her from me and my last reason to live along with her, thanks again for the warm welcome, I've already learnt so much by being here.

 

[HillebrandC12B]

I am getting hella drunk before i go, well, im hella drunk now. Im just waiting until i feel the need to go. May be tonight. May be forever from now. Although it does sound pleasant at the moment

 

[Nowilltolive90]

I am getting hella drunk before i go, well, im hella drunk now. Im just waiting until i feel the need to go. May be tonight. May be forever from now. Although it does sound pleasant at the moment

I'm not drinking until I'm fully set up and ready to go. As long as you make the right decision when intoxicated and you can do it effectively without failing or causing yourself pain then I wish you the best

 

[HillebrandC12B]

I'm not drinking until I'm fully set up and ready to go. As long as you make the right decision when intoxicated and you can do it effectively without failing or causing yourself pain then I wish you the best ❤

Im trying to talk myself out of feeling like its an impulsive decision due to the alcohol consuption. Thats my issue. I plan on attempting soon again, i tried last night and broke the rope bought a new one, hopefully less wear on it. Im just trying to get myself to think rationally under the influence about my freedom

 

[Nowilltolive90]

Im trying to talk myself out of feeling like its an impulsive decision due to the alcohol consuption. Thats my issue. I plan on attempting soon again, i tried last night and broke the rope bought a new one, hopefully less wear on it. Im just trying to get myself to think rationally under the influence about my freedom

Just please make the right choice and do the right thing mate, whatever it is you decide to do

 

[HillebrandC12B]

Just please make the right choice and do the right thing mate, whatever it is you decide to do

Ive decided. That at 10:30 pm. I will have everything set up. Put my head, in the noose. And see where it goes. If. I make it too 11 without doing anything. I will abort mission

 

[Nowilltolive90]

Ive decided. That at 10:30 pm. I will have everything set up. Put my head, in the noose. And see where it goes. If. I make it too 11 without doing anything. I will abort mission

Please PM me if you make it, I hope the right thing happens for you, be safe, be careful, I wish you what your heart and mind desires

 

[S1mpleme]

I've decided that I'm going to end my life in 3 weeks time, I'm just waiting to get paid to buy the supplies. I've decided on the exit bag method using 99% helium. I've read the exit bag mega thread and saw another useful thread that had a video 'doing it with Betty' and now I'm confident I can do it effectively, I preferred the doing it with Betty guide as it was more simplistic so I'm going to do that, my only concern is having the right fitting for the tank. In the past week I've lost everything and I have nothing left to live for now but I wanted to join you all here to have people to talk to until I go, there's something I find comforting about this site
Anyways I'm going to try and get some enjoyment out of my last few weeks, whats everyone's thoughts on getting drunk before you go?

Of course I'm here for you if you'd like to chat. My method is SN and I'm thinking to get drunk before, despite that this is bad idea.

 

[Nowilltolive90]

Of course I'm here for you if you'd like to chat. My method is SN and I'm thinking to get drunk before, despite that this is bad idea.

Thank you I really appreciate that, forgive my ignorance but what does SN mean? I'm still fairly new just trying to get used to the terminology here. How drunk do you want to get? I guess I just want to be merry, I want to die somewhat happy if I can

 

[S1mpleme]

Thank you I really appreciate that, forgive my ignorance but what does SN mean? I'm still fairly new just trying to get used to the terminology here. How drunk do you want to get? I guess I just want to be merry, I want to die somewhat happy if I can

I'll try my best. A bottle of 96% vodka to me like a beer for some reason, so will see. Believe it or not, but if I had a wife I wouldn't CTB, I would be happy even. SN - Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2 (not Nitrate, NaNO3), and CTB - catch the bus, to kill myself.

 

[Nowilltolive90]

I'll try my best. A bottle of 96% vodka to me like a beer for some reason, so will see. Believe it or not, but if I had a wife I wouldn't CTB, I would be happy even. SN - Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2 (not Nitrate, NaNO3), and CTB - catch the bus, to kill myself.

Ah thank you for clearing up those terms I appreciate it. I'm jealous of your alcohol resistance, I only vodka but I couldn't handle 98%

 

[AlreadyGone]

Welcome to the forum and good luck

 

[Nowilltolive90]

Welcome to the forum and good luck

Thank you