Just imagine... (happy exercise)

[Tomm58]

I'm not here to tell anyone what they should do. Everybody has a path they have to walk.

What I thought would be nice is if we could all just stop thinking about all the horrible things for a minute if you can stop it for that long. Think about what you wish your life was like in an ideal world. What kind of daily interactions would you have and just immerse yourself into that reality for a moment.

Just then perhaps, just for a brief moment, you can take a breath of some of that refreshing and revitalizing air. If you're like me, this exercise will bring you to tears, but it's quite therapeutic. Just have some tissues ready.

 

[Oyoy]

I would help people.

 

[faust]

As for me, I don't think it is good to think again about all those things which could but will never happen...

 

[Tomm58]

As for me, I don't think it is good to think again about all those things which could but will never happen...

I understand that too. At moments, I can do stuff like this. To some, this thought experiment/exercise might bring on more pain. If that's the case, then obviously don't do it. We all need a mind space where we can breathe a little easier. I hope you find yours.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I do it all the time and it brings me only pain because it can never happen.

 

[Tomm58]

I do it all the time and it brings me only pain because it can never happen.

I'm sorry it doesn't bring you any solace. When the tears don't stop rolling off my face, I appreciate the rest it gives me from the torturous moments. Yes, it's a different pain, but it's a cathartic moment for me. It pisses me off we don't have easy access to hardcore drugs. This is bullshit I tell you. - sad sigh
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I'm not here to tell anyone what they should do. Everybody has a path they have to walk.

What I thought would be nice is if we could all just stop thinking about all the horrible things for a minute if you can stop it for that long. Think about what you wish your life was like in an ideal world. What kind of daily interactions would you have and just immerse yourself into that reality for a moment.

Just then perhaps, just for a brief moment, you can take a breath of some of that refreshing and revitalizing air. If you're like me, this exercise will bring you to tears, but it's quite therapeutic. Just have some tissues ready.

Just to add, I'm adding super powers to the ideal situation. If we're gonna dream, why not dream big!!! I'm talking Omega level powers btw

 

[Quinlor]

The problem is I committed very mistakes during my internally life. Then I can even thinking about happy things but my past haunt me my memories, regrets, sorrows never ends...

 

[Soul]

... Just then perhaps, just for a brief moment, you can take a breath of some of that refreshing and revitalizing air.

But but but I can't breathe! That's 82% of my whole problem!

Seriously, I'm glad you've found a technique that helps you, @Tomm58. Enjoy it.

 

[Tomm58]

The problem is I committed very mistakes during my internally life. Then I can even thinking about happy things but my past haunt me my memories, regrets, sorrows never ends...

It looks like you are having a hard time forgiving yourself. I'm not going to say that what you did or didn't do was the right choice. I don't actually believe in choice. I believe in entropy. But that's another matter.

Don't you think you've been tortured enough? When will your suffering ever be enough? But you know, I'm just a wanderer looking for little attention & affection like the rest. Find what takes your mind off of things, be it breathing techniques, porn, whatever.

 

[Quinlor]

It looks like you are having a hard time forgiving yourself. I'm not going to say that what you did or didn't do was the right choice. I don't actually believe in choice. I believe in entropy. But that's another matter.

Don't you think you've been tortured enough? When will your suffering ever be enough? But you know, I'm just a wanderer looking for little attention & affection like the rest. Find what takes your mind off of things, be it breathing techniques, porn, whatever.

Yeh Pornography it's OK for me let's go to play a little

 

[Oyoy]

Entropy is the only thing that makes sense. Please elaborate Tomm58.

 

[Tomm58]

Entropy is the only thing that makes sense. Please elaborate Tomm58.

Simply put, entropy is the transformation of energy, from simplicity (less of an unchanged state) to higher levels of complexity (reconstruction, destruction & unification). Please correct me if I'm wrong. I'm no physicist nor am I a scholar of any sort. My education is graphic design and story telling.

Going back however, me being a non-believer of fairy tales, I see only one simple piece of knowledge that sticks out. As life progresses, your life will become more and more complex. Some more chaotic in nature than others. Being at the whim of this never ending entropy, one must ask, if everything we know is based on the fundamental laws of the universe (not knowing why something works doesn't mean god makes it work, we used to say the same shit for lightning), how can one be responsible for one's actions.

This is where the laws of physics and philosophy intertwine. Taking responsibility for your own actions is completely subjective and very arrogant to be honest. You think you're actions transcend the laws of the universe? Just because you understand you're actions and you're surroundings, does not mean you have control over it. The delusion is to think you had a choice to begin with.

Choice is something we tell
Ourselves we have and control because how would society work? But using the covid-19 as an example, you don't control the transference, the spread, the death, the economic chaos. Could it have been different? In this theory, no. Everyone plays their part and is done with it. Some are given objectively good experiences and some are subjugated to horrendous experiences. There is no good nor evil entity. We are here to watch and understand the play that we call "the universe". Loving or hating it will not change the fact that you have played you're unwilling part in the symphony of life.

this is just how I view things. Nothing special I reckon. You could ask "then do you feel responsible for your action?" To that I respond in kind, I do not want to bore readers any further. Thanks for the read.