Just got my SN (Canada)

[jefferson]

FedEx delivered to my home address instead of the depot I requested and my grandparents took it inside. I got the package but I'm going to have to explain what it was because they're suspicious of me now. I think I've come up with a decent excuse.

I got 1kg because that was the minimum order from this particular vendor.

My meto is waiting for me at the pharmacy, I lied about taking it in the past to get the script. I could get benzos with a walk in visit I'm sure if I just show my paperwork from my recent psyc ward stay.

Maybe I'll be dead before next weekend. A small part of me wants to give proper therapy a try but I also don't want to lose access to my CTB or end up in a ward again. My anxiety at this point is absolutely crushing and I just don't want to wake up.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to not wake, but anyway I wish you the best in whatever you decide.

 

[charaunderground]

FedEx delivered to my home address instead of the depot I requested and my grandparents took it inside. I got the package but I'm going to have to explain what it was because they're suspicious of me now. I think I've come up with a decent excuse.

I got 1kg because that was the minimum order from this particular vendor.

My meto is waiting for me at the pharmacy, I lied about taking it in the past to get the script. I could get benzos with a walk in visit I'm sure if I just show my paperwork from my recent psyc ward stay.

Maybe I'll be dead before next weekend. A small part of me wants to give proper therapy a try but I also don't want to lose access to my CTB or end up in a ward again. My anxiety at this point is absolutely crushing and I just don't want to wake up.

If you celebrate Christmas, it being a present or something could be a decent excuse depending on package size?