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Coal54321

Member
Jun 29, 2022
69
I am so scared I don't want to die but this is what has to happen. Nothing happening yet except it tastes disgusting and I feel really scared. I can't believe this is happening.
Trying not to throw up. This was from Polish A with manufacturer B btw
 
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curiousbeing

I tried my best
Dec 18, 2022
168
How are you feeling now? I wish SN had ability to make one feel lightheaded or dizzy as to not care or numb feelings. That way we wouldn't feel fear too strongly
 
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alltoomuch2

alltoomuch2

Paragon
Feb 10, 2024
981
I am so scared I don't want to die but this is what has to happen. Nothing happening yet except it tastes disgusting and I feel really scared. I can't believe this is happening.
Trying not to throw up. This was from Polish A with manufacturer B btw
I hope everything goes smoothly and you find what you are looking for. How are you feeling now? 🫂
 
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CatLvr

Paragon
Aug 1, 2024
919
If you are having second thoughts call for help. I am so sorry you are so scared. Whatever you decide, I hope you find peace. And if you are already gone, I ask the spirits to help you through your search for tranquility and peace for your troubled soul.
 
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alltoomuch2

Paragon
Feb 10, 2024
981
I second what CATLvr says. There is no shame in calling for help if you've changed your mind ♥️♥️♥️
 
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FailedBeing

Member
Dec 11, 2024
8
i'm so sorry... i hope you find peace friend 🫂
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,841
I'm so sorry, I hate your last moments were of fear. I hope you are at peace now.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
365
I second what CATLvr says. There is no shame in calling for help if you've changed your mind ♥️♥️♥️
I think once you drink it, if you change your mind, help can't come fast enough to save you.
 
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isa_nqra1

isa_nqra1

catching the bus soon
Jan 10, 2025
44
I wish you the best and so sorry to hear and i hope everything works out in the end. The effects and be reverse if you've gotten help in time
 
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dexdbxtchthewxtch

death witch ready to die
Dec 31, 2024
29
I hope it went smoothly. I'm sorry it came to this. Find peace on the other side friend. 🫂🖤
 
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GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
192
I hope you are now somewhere with all your dreams and wishes come beyond just true.
 
SilentSadness

SilentSadness

The rain pours eternally.
Feb 28, 2023
1,171
I assume it's over now, rest in peace, you said you are an atheist so I hope you are in peaceful nonexistence.
 
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annoyed

Member
Oct 19, 2024
10
Rest easy, I pray there is abundant amounts of serenity for you now.
 
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Depressive_Thoughts

Member
Jan 6, 2025
43
As someone above just pointed out, once you drink it and change your mind, help can't come fast enough to save you. Peace be upon your soul, my dear. I'm so sorry.
 
fawnfurever

fawnfurever

Member
Jan 14, 2025
36
Oh goodness.. these always make me feel so many mixed emotions. Hope you're resting.
 
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