Just another story :)

[DepressedAngel]

Hey guys I just wanted to share a story. I hope no one will judge me for this... I just wanted to say that if there's a chance you could get better please try before you commit to anything. I was going to kill myself in November, before I went to a hospital. I thought there was no chance of me getting better. But this morning, I felt beautiful (even though I was only wearing pajamas haha) and I made my family pancakes while singing along to one of my songs that remind me of @Tearygirl. And this time, the song didn't make me as sad, and I just felt really happy to be alive. I understand that everyone on this site is here for different reasons, and maybe not all of you can or will get better, and I support you, whatever you choose. But I just was thinking about how quickly life can change, and how there is still beauty in this ugly world. I don't really know what I'm saying, I just hope that everyone on this site will find happiness somewhere. I really want the best for all of you.
If you guys don't mind, I might post a few more stories before I go, just because maybe they can bring happiness to someone. I'm sorry this one was kind of depressing, I hope no one takes it the wrong way. Sending love to all of you

 

[Epsilon0]

This is most definitely not "just another story".

It's a beautiful post about hope and recovery and I am grateful you shared it with us.

I hope the future holds many bright mornings in pyjamas, pankakes and songs for you.

 

[DepressedAngel]

This is most definitely not "just another story".

It's a beautiful post about hope and recovery and I am grateful you shared it with us.

I hope the future holds many bright mornings in pyjamas, pankakes and songs for you.

I hope the same for you!

 

[Suicide_vampire]

Hey guys I just wanted to share a story. I hope no one will judge me for this... I just wanted to say that if there's a chance you could get better please try before you commit to anything. I was going to kill myself in November, before I went to a hospital. I thought there was no chance of me getting better. But this morning, I felt beautiful (even though I was only wearing pajamas haha) and I made my family pancakes while singing along to one of my songs that remind me of @Tearygirl. And this time, the song didn't make me as sad, and I just felt really happy to be alive. I understand that everyone on this site is here for different reasons, and maybe not all of you can or will get better, and I support you, whatever you choose. But I just was thinking about how quickly life can change, and how there is still beauty in this ugly world. I don't really know what I'm saying, I just hope that everyone on this site will find happiness somewhere. I really want the best for all of you.
If you guys don't mind, I might post a few more stories before I go, just because maybe they can bring happiness to someone. I'm sorry this one was kind of depressing, I hope no one takes it the wrong way. Sending love to all of you

Hey there, always good to hear positives coming out of darkness.
Pancakes for breakfast sounds like heaven haha

 

[Jean4]

Hey guys I just wanted to share a story. I hope no one will judge me for this... I just wanted to say that if there's a chance you could get better please try before you commit to anything. I was going to kill myself in November, before I went to a hospital. I thought there was no chance of me getting better. But this morning, I felt beautiful (even though I was only wearing pajamas haha) and I made my family pancakes while singing along to one of my songs that remind me of @Tearygirl. And this time, the song didn't make me as sad, and I just felt really happy to be alive. I understand that everyone on this site is here for different reasons, and maybe not all of you can or will get better, and I support you, whatever you choose. But I just was thinking about how quickly life can change, and how there is still beauty in this ugly world. I don't really know what I'm saying, I just hope that everyone on this site will find happiness somewhere. I really want the best for all of you.
If you guys don't mind, I might post a few more stories before I go, just because maybe they can bring happiness to someone. I'm sorry this one was kind of depressing, I hope no one takes it the wrong way. Sending love to all of you

Thank you for this. I may be bouncing to a dark place and you helped me.

 

[DepressedAngel]

Thank you for this. I may be bouncing to a dark place and you helped me.

That makes me happy :) I love you, I hope you're okay. Please PM me if you need anything.

 

[mesohappy]

Im glad you are doing better and glad you shared this. Hope things continue to improve for you.

 

[DepressedAngel]

Im glad you are doing better and glad you shared this. Hope things continue to improve for you.

Thank you so much!

 

[enjoy]

glad to see this. you're absolutely right.