ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 365
I have been on medication rotation for a while and I'm currently on Lithium... I debate how long it'll last but that's a fleeting thought. I'm neck deep in nursing school for the second time and I'm too busy stressing over studying to stress over anything else.. I think in a way Nursing school is giving me purpose (study my ass off) and I'm latching on to that. What happens next? I don't know, maybe my thoughts will come back full swing or maybe I'll find meaning. Until then, I'm just here... studying my ass off.. My therapist says things that surprise me... I went from wanting to CTB every day to not having the time of day... I think that's considered a form of recovery? I still have my moments but not nearly as often as I used to. I have one more year of nursing school left and I'm fighting tooth and nail for it. I'm on some crooked road and I'm wondering where it goes :) Looks like my story's not over just yet.
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