Jinxyxx
Member
- Oct 29, 2023
- 50
I feel so guilty for not being happy and not being able to function the way most people do. Doing my daily tasks is such a struggle that i fail in them very often. Today i was supposed to go to some lecture and i just couldnt. I arrived to the lecture but then just turned around and left.
I know its annoying af and people often get upset at me because i cant get anything done. I feel so bad about it. I feel like such a disappointment.
I wish i was happy. I cant remember the time in my life when i felt happy. Since my first memories until now, it just hurts. I wish it was easier to end this pain. I wish i was one of the lucky ones. And i wish there was something i could do. I cant get better and i cant die. It hurts.
I feel bad for all of you too. The whole comunity of people that cant take this life anymore. Its sad. I wish you all at least one more good day.
And im sorry if this rant is kinda confusing. Its really difficult for me to focus rn. Even writing a sentence is a struggle for me rn ig
Lately its difficult to even eat or shower or change my clothes... Im so tired. Im just so tired...
I know its annoying af and people often get upset at me because i cant get anything done. I feel so bad about it. I feel like such a disappointment.
I wish i was happy. I cant remember the time in my life when i felt happy. Since my first memories until now, it just hurts. I wish it was easier to end this pain. I wish i was one of the lucky ones. And i wish there was something i could do. I cant get better and i cant die. It hurts.
I feel bad for all of you too. The whole comunity of people that cant take this life anymore. Its sad. I wish you all at least one more good day.
And im sorry if this rant is kinda confusing. Its really difficult for me to focus rn. Even writing a sentence is a struggle for me rn ig
Lately its difficult to even eat or shower or change my clothes... Im so tired. Im just so tired...
Last edited: