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[deadprincess]

just started the transfer of some $$$ now (have to buy online lol). i'm dead set on this being my method and feel the most comfortable with it.

i just am worried i won't be ready when it gets here. if anything i can use it to self-medicate and maybe i'll feel better so i won't want to die lol. still going back and forth anyway. life is bad when heroin sounds like a great idea. someone on here told me i had my whole life to kill myself and not to rush it lol. that strangely made me feel way better than what my therapist told me (blah blah my problems are temporary and i have people who love me).

thanks for listening

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

People that get into heroin usually do so by first taking prescription opioids then moving on to heroin, without such tolerance heroin often causes severe nausea. 1 to 2 grams of pure heroin is the lethal dose. I've never done heroin but have been around people who have. I think it's sold in tenths of a gram, meaning you would need 10 doses to equal 1 gram. Heroin is (except black tar) is always cut as to not be pure, the more you cut it the more money they make.

 

[Deleted member 1496]

Congrats on having a method! That first step was daunting when there's so much info, and you can't simply ask the local librarian. Even though I won't exit for a few months (holidays), it helps knowing whatever hell I'm going though, I have at least one way out if everything else fails. I don't know about H, but probably someone here knows about storage (e.g., expiration, air-tight, cool, dark, dry, cushioned place?) as well as hiding it from people or pets while you're thinking.

 

[Kim]

Hey deadprincess,
How do you want to consume it? Orally or injection? How much will you take?

Wish you all the best and a quite journey.

 

[deadprincess]

Hey deadprincess,
How do you want to consume it? Orally or injection? How much will you take?

Wish you all the best and a quite journey.

i was thinking i would smoke it on foil or bomb it so it would be like a pain pill. i'm getting 1 gram. i have a low tolerance to pain pills (1-2 vicodin gets me high) so i'm hoping this is enough.

thank you :)

 

[Duqu]

Hey deadprincess,
How do you want to consume it? Orally or injection? How much will you take?

Wish you all the best and a quite journey.

Yeah I wouldn't recommend orally, it just turns into morphine in your stomach. Which wouldn't be enough to OD on.

 

[deadprincess]

People that get into heroin usually do so by first taking prescription opioids then moving on to heroin, without such tolerance heroin often causes severe nausea. 1 to 2 grams of pure heroin is the lethal dose. I've never done heroin but have been around people who have. I think it's sold in tenths of a gram, meaning you would need 10 doses to equal 1 gram. Heroin is (except black tar) is always cut as to not be pure, the more you cut it the more money they make.

yea, i've been taking pain pills on and off since i was 13

Yeah I wouldn't recommend orally, it just turns into morphine in your stomach. Which wouldn't be enough to OD on.

thanks!
how should i take it?

 

[Kim]

Yeah I wouldn't recommend orally, it just turns into morphine in your stomach. Which wouldn't be enough to OD on.

Thanks for this information. I didn't know this!

 

[Duqu]

yea, i've been taking pain pills on and off since i was 13

thanks!
how should i take it?

IV or snorting it.

ETA I've also heard good things about smoking it but I don't know how much you'd need to OD in comparison to say, IV.

ETA 2 from this site: http://thisweekindrugs.org/drugs/heroin/

"Depending on the route of administration, heroin interacts with the body in different ways. When taking orally – and by that I mean ingested, rather than smoked – diamorphine goes through a process called deacetylation, which is just the removal of acetyl groups. Since all heroin is is morphine with two acetyl groups — which is the reason it's referred to as Diacetylmorphine — this means that your body strips off these two acetyl groups, transforming the heroin into morphine, which then enters the bloodstream. So when taken orally, heroin is really just a prodrug for morphine, but the reason it's used instead is because it's much more bioavailable – the concentration of morphine in your blood after ingesting heroin orally is actually about twice the concentration as when ingesting oral morphine."

 

[Suicideisnirvana]

Would you know how to inject it though ? Because smoking it or sniffing it won't kill you, even in a high dose.

And heroine overdose isn't guaranteed, i advice you to really research it carefully, there are some risks involved if you are saved, like losing a hand because of lack of blood circulation (normally we move our hands automatically when sleeping at night so that there is never a problem with lack of blood circulation, but with a heroine overdose this automatic response is lost, and if you don't die there is a risk of injury), just that you know all the risks involved.

Heroin isn't the best method, if it were it would be more talked about.