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I live in a 7-story building myself but based on my research, there is a chance I can survive if I jump off of it. there is a 13-story building near me that's pretty tall but I'm not sure if they have roof access or not, I could go and ask though. I also have a third option which is waiting until I can make enough money (around early December) and travel to a country where my death is guaranteed and very easy to access. I've searched up SN sources but I might not be able to obtain it and getting the drugs needed is a different issue altogether.
 
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What country would you go to? Jumping even from 13 stories is not a guaranteed death. People have survived from bigger heights.
 
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What country would you go to? Jumping even from 13 stories is not a guaranteed death. People have survived from bigger heights.
a country that has a 60+ story building and you end up jumping on concrete (not water). multiple people there have ctbed this way and I haven't heard of a single unsuccessful attempt.
 
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Just as long as your landing is clear of people and foliage then I get this. I just know that a guy survived a 50+ story fall. I'd jump if i wasn't afraid of being a paralyzed vegetable if it went wrong. I think if imI had to choose, I would do something like the Grand Canyon.
 
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Just as long as your landing is clear of people and foliage then I get this. I just know that a guy survived a 50+ story fall. I'd jump if i wasn't afraid of being a paralyzed vegetable if it went wrong. I think if imI had to choose, I would do something like the Grand Canyon.
I worry about falling over a person but that's why I'm gonna visit the place 2 or 3 times before attempting so I can study it well. I wish I had SN on me so I can end it all
 
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I worry about falling over a person but that's why I'm gonna visit the place 2 or 3 times before attempting so I can study it well. I wish I had SN on me and just ended it all
Knowledge is power. As long as you planned it right then I don't see an issue. SN would be nice to have but all the prep and getting access to the other drugs needed seems like a drag. It would be nice to have the ability to take advantage of assisted suicide.
 
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@Jrmull1993 do you have any idea whether I should wait or go for it?
 
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@Jrmull1993 do you have any idea whether I should wait or go for it?
That's only a decision you can determine. I do believe if there's any hesitancy in your choice you should wait, but that's from what I gather on a forum, not from being in your shoes.

With that said, you mention the possibility of possible access to a higher building nearby. Is that out of the question?
 
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I haven't checked if they have roof access or not but I could consider it if it's a reliable method.
I might not have to wait until November for that third method though, I can possibly go there next month
 
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a country that has a 60+ story building and you end up jumping on concrete (not water). multiple people there have ctbed this way and I haven't heard of a single unsuccessful attempt.
I have failed jump attempt. Also failed to electrocute myself in a bathtub. Seems like I am immortal..
 
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I haven't checked if they have roof access or not but I could consider it if it's a reliable method.
I might not have to wait until November for that third method though, I can possibly go there next month
If there's possibility of an accessable method with better odds, and you can tolerate waiting, than I would wait.

Unfortunately failed suicide attempts aren't all too forgiving.
 
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If there's possibility of an accessable method with better odds, and you can tolerate waiting, than I would wait.

Unfortunately failed suicide attempts aren't all too forgiving.
unrelated and you don't have to respond but you mentioned your method can give someone permanent damage. my question is why not just use SN?
I have failed jump attempt. Also failed to electrocute myself in a bathtub. Seems like I am immortal..
I would never think about electrocution. sounds like the most fatal way to die
 
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unrelated and you don't have to respond but you mentioned your method can give someone permanent damage. my question is why not just use SN?
I'm going with what is called a "complex suicide" which means a suicide of more than one method.

I've grown up with firearms, and am comfortable with their use. I'm also a bit of a nerd and have always found Azide salts interesting, espically some of the experiments on YouTube.

I personally feel that my chances of success are far higher than my chances of failure. Hopefully I'm right, otherwise I'll be in a very bad position.
 
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I've broken heel, sacral bone and a leg.
 
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