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kitia973

kitia973

我亦定山河
Dec 24, 2024
62
I will likely ctb this summer when I return to Shanghai. I live in a building with 18 floors total, which is about 60 meters tall. The roof is accessible and jumping off is very easy.
The ground below is concrete, and I don't think I will have a high chance surviving even if I do land on my feet. I'm comtemplating whether to bind my ankles together with heavy rope before jumping, just to decrease the chances of me landing on my feet (and also trying to avoid looking like a sprawled chicken upon impact).

I don't actually care that much about appearances though, since my guts are likely to be sprayed all over the place anyway.


Anyway, here is a photo I took from the rooftop last year. It actually looks pretty nice.
 

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Greyhawk

Greyhawk

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Jan 3, 2025
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Beautiful place, I hope I'll get to visit China before I ctb.
 
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TheHolySword

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empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
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I hope you find the peace you're looking. We'll be around while you still are~
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
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Nice view on the way down, that's for sure.
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
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I wish you the best.
 
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danny10

danny10

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Jan 8, 2025
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I was also planning to jump from a bridge (60 meters of fall to concrete) and I went there 3 times to jump off but my SI kicked in so bad that I could not jump. I wish you all the peace and I hope you can rest. Otherwise, I am always here for you.
 
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human909

human909

I just want peace
Dec 30, 2024
140
That place looks amazing! Hope you find peace soon.
 
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