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absolomonisgone

Specialist
Jan 23, 2023
322
New don't know how to use this maybe I am repeat. I say when decided to ctb life become joy and happiness becuse no worry about anything no news no job no tv not care what people feel or think if they want to blow up cry complain laugh no care. To dead on 1 October at 3:30 pm my birthday. Don't want to change mind so no person think know what is good we must all live thinks they are God to tell person what to do and what not do. My birthday is my dieday. 1 October 3:30 pm. Full of joy waiting for dieday. Very happy full of joy.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,379
I think many people will relate. I for one can't wait to not have to worry about the future. I don't know my 'die-date' yet. It would help to have prior knowledge- because- as you say- I'm sure life does become more joyful when you don't have the usual responsibilities. Have you got anything really special planned? A holiday or anything? I hope you have a great time between now and then.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,923
I understand why you would feel relieved at the thought of all this coming to an end. Only the thought of no longer existing and this life being long forgotten about could ever comfort me, I very much envy those who have already left this hellish world.
 
hxppythxught

hxppythxught

。゚•┈୨♡୧┈• 。゚
Feb 14, 2023
93
I understand you completely. I also feel really excited and happy at the thought of all my suffering coming to an end, i really envy everyone who has been able to successfully CTB but i hope i can be among them soon.
 

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