l0stc4use
lonely
- May 6, 2022
- 115
i started a new job recently and i've been training for 3 days now with a team. and i don't really want to give too much away but basically it's a food/beverage industry job and we were doing a timed practice test today and i was the slowest one out of everybody. they told me that for the stuff i did that was a good time but it was still embarrassing. tomorrow is the real test and we have to partner up and i know nobody is going to want to pair up with me and i'm trying to mentally prepare myself for it. idk why i'm so stupid and can't get it down fast enough. i feel like a failure and it's just reminding me that i'll probably never amount to anything. i wish i was good at something