
bpdwriter
Member
- Jul 23, 2025
- 19
Main reasons for wanting to ctb is giving up on life because i graduated but have no job, no romantic prospects, looming debt approaching (student loans).
After over a hundred rejections, I have an interview this tuesday for a remote job. Something I'm actually excited to do, 60k and very relaxed. I'm optimistic, but also a bit scared. Last time I was excited for a job, I made it to the final interview only to have them ghost me.
Really hoping this one works out so I can start recovery. The money can help me so much to get a psy-dog and actually take care of myself more physically so I can try dating apps again. If it doesn't, I fear I'll be a lot worse off.
After over a hundred rejections, I have an interview this tuesday for a remote job. Something I'm actually excited to do, 60k and very relaxed. I'm optimistic, but also a bit scared. Last time I was excited for a job, I made it to the final interview only to have them ghost me.
Really hoping this one works out so I can start recovery. The money can help me so much to get a psy-dog and actually take care of myself more physically so I can try dating apps again. If it doesn't, I fear I'll be a lot worse off.