I've set a ctb date

[ThriveOrDie]

I'm going to do it on Nov 8th. It's my bf's ctb anniversary. I tried so hard to get on my feet but I just can't do it. I'm going to do SN injection. I just have to get a big syringe.

 

[alexithymia]

I'm really sorry to hear that you lost your boyfriend. I can understand the appeal of doing it on the same date as him.

I don't have much else to say. I just wish you peace. I'm sorry things turned out this way for you.

 

[Wayfaerer]

November 9th was my original date but I won't receive my money until a couple of weeks after. It's going to be in december at this rate, which is very bad timing for me but I really don't have any other choice. Good luck with your endeavor. I didn't even know that you could inject SN.

 

[DeathImminent]

I'm going to do it on Nov 8th. It's my bf's ctb anniversary. I tried so hard to get on my feet but I just can't do it. I'm going to do SN injection. I just have to get a big syringe.

Are you sure you can inject Sodium Nitrite? I havent heard about that possibility and ive read many posts regarding SN.

 

[ThriveOrDie]

November 9th was my original date but I won't receive my money until a couple of weeks after. It's going to be in december at this rate, which is very bad timing for me but I really don't have any other choice. Good luck with your endeavor. I didn't even know that you could inject SN.

IDK if anyone has tried it yet but it should work.

IDK if anyone has tried it yet but it should work. I may have to add sodium bicarbonate if it burns. Naturopathic doctors put sodium bicarbonate in Vitamin C IV's to buffer the acidity. The doctor on this forum said it should work. SN IV is used as an antidote to cyanide poisoning.

 

[alexithymia]

IDK if anyone has tried it yet but it should work.

Not trying to police you or anything but please be careful. It seems risky to use a method not tried and true.

 

[ThriveOrDie]

IDK if I can wait until Nov 8th. I miss my bf so bad. I'm so lonely. I have no one to talk to. Part of me wants to ctb when my family goes to the beach over Thanksgiving. They would rather rent a beach house than help me survive. I'm completely surrounded by selfish assholes.

 

[Stan]

I'm going to do SN injection. I just have to get a big syringe

I feel guilty as I started this suggestion. Feel free to talk to me in private about this as 'one big injection' isn't the right way and could cause you some serious pain

 

[Squiddy]

Whatever you do, I wish you peace

 

[ThriveOrDie]

I have a friend in Vegas that offered me free treatment that might help me. I just have to figure out how to fund the trip...hotel and airfare. My credit cards are almost maxed out. I got my heart broken again by a shallow ass. He toyed with me for a while and then threw me out like last week's trash. It figures God would do this to me...throw me a lifeline when it's already too fucking late. Why is this world so cruel?