I’ve received my SN

[waRmblanket]

i got my SN today, i feel slightly more relaxed about that worry, i've got it out the way. all i need now is benzos.

my SN came very well packaged, to my surprise, but testing is still something i have to do. i don't want to jump into it and end up in a ward, or worse.

i'm highly considering heading out next month, my physical pain is getting worse and i get no help for it. i really do wish i felt i could live longer, but i know everything will get worse. i know for me living will be just as bad as dying. i know if i don't die, i'll just be a burden, i leech off my family financially, i know my habits will get worse. i refuse to let them watch me do worse.

 

[Suicidal Ideation]

i hope you find peace blanket

 

[MrDarkness]

I hope you find peace, I'll miss ya

 

[Deleted member 65988]

i got my SN today, i feel slightly more relaxed about that worry, i've got it out the way. all i need now is benzos.

my SN came very well packaged, to my surprise, but testing is still something i have to do. i don't want to jump into it and end up in a ward, or worse.

i'm highly considering heading out next month, my physical pain is getting worse and i get no help for it. i really do wish i felt i could live longer, but i know everything will get worse. i know for me living will be just as bad as dying. i know if i don't die, i'll just be a burden, i leech off my family financially, i know my habits will get worse. i refuse to let them watch me do worse.

I wish you all the best OP and judging by the medical articles about sn fatalities where people took benzos, I think it more than helps. I'm so sorry you are even experiencing this to begin with.

 

[waRmblanket]

i hope you find peace blanket

I hope you find peace, I'll miss ya

thank you guys. it's very appreciated.

I wish you all the best OP and judging by the medical articles about sn fatalities where people took benzos, I think it more than helps. I'm so sorry you are even experiencing this to begin with.

i feel i'll be safer with benzos, so definitely my route. thank you, it's appreciated:)

 

[Suicidal Ideation]

i hope we can all be by your side in your final moments <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine it must be a relief to have the SN as it just sounds so dreadful what you have to go through, it's cruel how people suffer so much in this existence but anyway best wishes.

 

[omarofficial10]

i got my SN today, i feel slightly more relaxed about that worry, i've got it out the way. all i need now is benzos.

my SN came very well packaged, to my surprise, but testing is still something i have to do. i don't want to jump into it and end up in a ward, or worse.

i'm highly considering heading out next month, my physical pain is getting worse and i get no help for it. i really do wish i felt i could live longer, but i know everything will get worse. i know for me living will be just as bad as dying. i know if i don't die, i'll just be a burden, i leech off my family financially, i know my habits will get worse. i refuse to let them watch me do worse.

ill miss ya blanket :) thank you always for your kind words. I hope your suffering ends soon, don't rush anything you don't have to. I'm sorry it had to be like this

 

[TimetoGo!]

i got my SN today, i feel slightly more relaxed about that worry, i've got it out the way. all i need now is benzos.

my SN came very well packaged, to my surprise, but testing is still something i have to do. i don't want to jump into it and end up in a ward, or worse.

i'm highly considering heading out next month, my physical pain is getting worse and i get no help for it. i really do wish i felt i could live longer, but i know everything will get worse. i know for me living will be just as bad as dying. i know if i don't die, i'll just be a burden, i leech off my family financially, i know my habits will get worse. i refuse to let them watch me do worse.

Where are you based?

 

[Sad Avocado]

You too now :((

 

[waRmblanket]

Where are you based?

US

You too now :((

staying wasn't something i planned to do. as i've mentioned, my pain is getting worse and i'm getting no help. every waking day is just worst on my body, i'm glad i have an escape when i'm ready.

 

[straydog]

i can only imagine what a relief it is have an option secured should the time come.

i know all too well how difficult it is to live in a body that hurts and how crushing it is to feel like a burden to others. you deserve unconditional love and kindness, and im sorry the world hasn't shown you that. hoping you stay safe and find peace <3

 

[アホペンギン]

I hope you find peace from all the suffering you have to endure. Best wishes!

 

[toofargone6969]

I know the relief you feel having a way out. I hope your journey is as peaceful as can be. You will definitely be missed here.

 

[day]

Having your SN much be such a relief. Having a way out of this endless suffering sound so comforting.

 

[soleil]

i got my SN today, i feel slightly more relaxed about that worry, i've got it out the way. all i need now is benzos.

my SN came very well packaged, to my surprise, but testing is still something i have to do. i don't want to jump into it and end up in a ward, or worse.

i'm highly considering heading out next month, my physical pain is getting worse and i get no help for it. i really do wish i felt i could live longer, but i know everything will get worse. i know for me living will be just as bad as dying. i know if i don't die, i'll just be a burden, i leech off my family financially, i know my habits will get worse. i refuse to let them watch me do worse.

Sent you a pm

 

[cookies]

i got my SN today, i feel slightly more relaxed about that worry, i've got it out the way. all i need now is benzos.

my SN came very well packaged, to my surprise, but testing is still something i have to do. i don't want to jump into it and end up in a ward, or worse.

i'm highly considering heading out next month, my physical pain is getting worse and i get no help for it. i really do wish i felt i could live longer, but i know everything will get worse. i know for me living will be just as bad as dying. i know if i don't die, i'll just be a burden, i leech off my family financially, i know my habits will get worse. i refuse to let them watch me do worse.

I sent you a pm.

Safe travels

 

[waRmblanket]

I sent you a pm.

Safe travels

would you want to send it again, i didn't get anything:)

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

The day you will be gone will be a gloomy day on this place. I cant help it I know its your choice but i cant prevent myself from saying that i sincerely hope you reconsider

 

[waRmblanket]

The day you will be gone will be a gloomy day on this place. I cant help it I know its your choice but i cant prevent myself from saying that i sincerely hope you reconsider

i appreciate it and you pidge, thank you.

as much as i'd love to stay, my pain will never go away :(

 

[7213882898]

hey blanket, just so you know TiG sn (if it's what you have) isn't reliable nowadays, even if it tests well. failed an attempt may of this year with it. best of luck.

 

[waRmblanket]

hey blanket, just so you know TiG sn (if it's what you have) isn't reliable nowadays, even if it tests well. failed an attempt may of this year with it. best of luck.

i do NOT have TIG SN.
thank you

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

are u still here