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tiredflower
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- Sep 28, 2020
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So I've decided. I'm giving myself a year to find something worth meaning in my life. I'm actively going to try and have a good year, but I've tried that my whole life and every year resulted in trauma. I'm honouring my friend who ctb a month ago, and who wanted me to have a good life.
Let's just hope this year doesn't result in trauma and can make me feel happy with life I guess.
Ive written a kind of 'prenote' for people to access if I pass in a years time, so they can see I've actually tried. Maybe that will bring comfort to them, as the hardest part I've found considering ctb is how my family will cope. I'm giving myself a year now, so let's hope I can find meaning and happiness in this year. It's only through my friend I've found this courage to even carry on for a year, so thank you friend.
Let's just hope this year doesn't result in trauma and can make me feel happy with life I guess.
Ive written a kind of 'prenote' for people to access if I pass in a years time, so they can see I've actually tried. Maybe that will bring comfort to them, as the hardest part I've found considering ctb is how my family will cope. I'm giving myself a year now, so let's hope I can find meaning and happiness in this year. It's only through my friend I've found this courage to even carry on for a year, so thank you friend.