I've lost everything

[rosie]

My girlfriend broke up with me. She's the only one I could talk to about the way I feel. I have never loved anyone as much as I loved her. I don't have anyone else left.

I wish I had the guts to kill myself but deep down I know I could never do that to my family. I wish I had no one because I know I would have killed myself by now. But now maybe I'll finally do what I've been saying I will for years .

 

[Laggy]

I'm sorry you're going through this ):
I relate to wishing you had no one so you'd feel free to die.

 

[tammyot]

Sorry to hear that. It's such a big decision to do this. I recently split up with my partner too. I love my family however, I will need to think long and hard if I can keep staying alive for them. Done it for too many years now...

 

[Dead_Inside]

Damn sorry to hear that. Its hard to be alone with no one to talk to. Wish "sorry" actually did anything.

 

[NeverEndingCircle]

i have the same problem.im deeply sorry you feel this way. the pain is burning hot in my chest constantly. I have 2 people who i know would hurt if i went. cant keep doing this just for them tho, however selfish

 

[Sharethepain]

I feel sorry for you. Welcome to the club of severely heart broken. Know that you're not alone in this.

 

[throwaway123]

I have noone and I never really had anyone in my life so I can tell you from experience that you do not want to feel like this. I can't kill myself and I am stuck in this never-ending nightmare. It doesn't get much worse than this.

 

[dog3000]

to cheer you up, these guys are funny as hell

 

[bbq1]

Yeah, that'll sure improve his mood not.