This is a vent, an impulsive one.
So I just texted my parents. We haven't properly talked for umm probably 5 years now, perhaps one time in those 5. And omg. Do those people blame themselves. I am shocked and sorry. They did fck me up and that's why I removed myself, but that's not the reason I'm ctbing. My original idea was not to leave any sort of note, pretty much just a confirmation of choice and that's it. It would've crushed them, they'd think it's their fault. I didn't know that. I texted them to say that I'm not well, just so they know, kind of to not come as a shock, and so they don't look like confused idiots on my funeral since my friends know I'm unwell. I'm so glad I've done it. I can now reassure them when they start apologising, forgive them things I'd never if I was not planing to go, and rest in peace.
No need to reply, and I wasn't sure which section (if any) this was appropriate to post in...anyway thanksss
So I just texted my parents. We haven't properly talked for umm probably 5 years now, perhaps one time in those 5. And omg. Do those people blame themselves. I am shocked and sorry. They did fck me up and that's why I removed myself, but that's not the reason I'm ctbing. My original idea was not to leave any sort of note, pretty much just a confirmation of choice and that's it. It would've crushed them, they'd think it's their fault. I didn't know that. I texted them to say that I'm not well, just so they know, kind of to not come as a shock, and so they don't look like confused idiots on my funeral since my friends know I'm unwell. I'm so glad I've done it. I can now reassure them when they start apologising, forgive them things I'd never if I was not planing to go, and rest in peace.
No need to reply, and I wasn't sure which section (if any) this was appropriate to post in...anyway thanksss
